Followed by Ghostly Demons

No! Where am I?" Hello? Please someone answer me!" I screamed of what might come next.1

se, answer me!" I need to hear someone anyone.2

"Elli, come with me. I love you. Follow me." a voice whispered in my ear. A voice that I could recognize anywhere. It was his voice, Max's voice. I did my best not cry.3

"Max please I need you. I love you. Please stay with me. Please." my voice came out sounding as if I was choking.4

"I am sorry Elli, I loved you but I cant live like this any longer. I will truly miss you. Bye my friend. I love you." Were his last word before I noticed the knife. No! Why did he go?! I needed him! I cant control my body as it walks over to his dead body. I scream as I see him lying there.5

"Max!" I scream and bolt out of bed. "He's gone." I remember as tears stream down my cheeks. I am Elli Adaline Madson and my best friend killed himself and left me here to live in pain and misery all by myself.6

"Elli! Get over here now!" That is either mom sounding like dad or dad sounding like mom. Hard to tell.7

"I NEED TO DRESS!" I yell at him/her. I get my under clothes a plaid red and green skirt, black tights, a black and green shirt under read jacket and a . I take my clothes into the bathroom when Nick attacks me. He punches me on my shoulder about ten times then aims for my head, but I duck and push him out the door. I close and lock the when I scream8

"Just because you are my blood doesn't mean I have to be you punching bag!" I quickly undress and go in the shower, turn on the hot water, while I wait for the pain to come. The hot water soothes my aches until the water shuts off.9

I change quickly into my clothes and look at my self in the mirror. I only see a hidious creature hiding under a mak so she wont break down and show weakness. I pick my hair brush and throw it at the mirror. "I hate you! Your being kills people! Every freak'n time!" I yell at my reflection.10

"Hurry up! I need to go!" Nick my only brother yells through the door.I quietly unlock it and climb out the window then yell "It's open!"11

I walk onto the the cold rainy streets and cant help but think if Max is in heaven, or hell. People say that if you do suicide you go to hell, how do they know?! Then they say the bible tells them so! What a joke.12

I need to get away from this place, get away from the past that haunts me. I'm tired. I need someone. I fight with myself everyday of whether or not I should runaway or stay. I fight that thought today as I walk to school. School everyone's nightmare except mine, straight A's in every class except gym. There's only two problems in school and that is knowing everyone is talking about me and if there will be anyone else in the libary besides me during nutrition and lunch. Oh my worries! The only reason I even go to the libary is because I could be surrounded by rows and rows of books and no one can judge me there.13

As I enter the shcool people just stare at me with disturbing eyes, eyes that pirce right through me. They know my past, and those eyes are one other rason I need to get away.