Anger and Questions

You sit there in judgment, with your 'Holier than thou' attatude putting down a life you never took the time to understand. So, how can you pass judgment on someone else in this life, without even knowing them?1

Is it really such a sin, to seduce a soul anywhere, when you know there is someone, laying down waiting for your arms? What if the one waiting, was just moments before, seducing another with words of their own? Who then is to blame?2

Who is the Master, and who is a slave? When a heart is given and one takes the lead and demands things their way, is that love, or just another power play? Do you care if the one you love, finds happiness anywhere, anywhere at all? Or is love to you, just something to use to control another's soul?3

Are you a man, if you claim to be strong in your love for a lady, and stand behind her as she makes her own choices in life? Or do others see that, as a way of you hiding behind any woman, thinking and claiming that you are not even a true man.4

In those little hideaways in this hard and cruel world, where just a little tenderness is given and you have lots to say for the one or ones with you in your special little shelters that show just how much you truly care for them. Is that wrong, is it wrong to show another love?5

For no matter if your or their backgrounds were a total hell here on earth, for it is all just shit and does not mean a damn, when someone thinks that they know and can judge another living soul. Here's your future, nothing but lies, spoken in the heat of a battle, "You are not worthy, a slut in this world, who would want you anyways, with all the games you play in your life?"6

Does that make you a better person, sitting there and judging another? Using their soft soul, their childlike ways of trusting,
just so they find out in the end, that all you were doing using them, being just a fool and a jerk.7

Can you say that what you did was showing love, love for another?
For that is what love does? It sits there in judgment all the time,
getting in your face, telling you that your life is not worth a damn for the way you lead your life.8

Well it is time for you to sit back and look at yourself. Love does not mean you hurt the one that cares deeply for you. Forgiveness from one that cares and loves is given freely, over and over again.9

If you are in their face, speaking words of hate, name calling and showing that your love is only when you are in a good mood. Then think again, for that is not love, and you both will wind up being losers.10

Getting in ones face trying to be so tough, well take your best shot. Then you had better duck fast, for that is when you will get
yours back ten fold.11

For that .. any of that is not love, trying to judge, before you have seen their behavior is not love. Calling another names, and speaking out of line about anything in their lifestyle is not love, not if you accept them.12

But what does this writer know, having had names called at her, being told that love must be put above everything else. Just to have another, put her down, for speaking to another as a pet, talking to men whose poems or stories show love and affection from them.13

Showing an endearment to others, that have come to mean something
through friendships, being in groups where only two were in them, so that words can be spoken on things others do not need to know about.14

If you are not content in your life or love for someone, turn and walk away for hardship and hatred born in harsh words are not needed here or looked for.15

A person is first and foremost a master of their own life. I am here in your face, each one of you reading this, and saying plain as day, if you can not live with me as I am ... then turn around and leave.16

For I am me, and will never change for you. 17

Author notes

This is just something I had to write.. I understand you will not understand what I am trying to say.. But do not worry, you are not meant to .. though I am sure some of you will know where this is coming from.....


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  • TNTrouble
    November 19, 2008

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    Alright sis...tis good you are getting those feelings out there. I just hope that you are getting to a stronger and happier place in your life soon.


  • crosscountry07 gold member
    November 19, 2008

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    You shouldn't have to change for anyone. And I hate it when people judge! I don't know your story, but even though we all judge a little bit, we really ought to think and put ourselves in the others shoes before we say anything. Like the song in RENT says "let he among us without sin be the first to condemn" No one is without it, no one can condemn. No one should judge. Keep looking up. The sun will rise again. -Liz


  • TNTrouble
    November 18, 2008
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    Wow tis all I can say right now...


  • MsAlee gold member
    November 18, 2008

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    Wonderfully done, sweet Sister. I am sorry you are having to go through all of this. Know that I am here to talk whenever you need it.

  • mcfreeman
    November 18, 2008
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    This is very well said

    and should be very carefully read.


    • Riftkin
      November 18, 2008
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      you understand where it is coming from..
      i need to heal.. deep down inside..

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