Finally Smiled Part1

you wouldn't understand okay?!" she screamed in tears.1

"If you would let me try,hunny, i can help you. Tell me what the matter is. Please?" her mother replied with such worry.2

"Mom, Just leave me alone!" she screamed back. 3

She slammed the door and locked her self in her bed room. She closed her eyes and counted to ten. Just like when she was little and would hear her parents fight.4

"One..two..three" 5

She sits down, cry's harder. 6

"Four..five..six" 7

Picks up the broken glass she had shattered when she through her schools book into the mirror. 8

"Seven..eight..nine".9

Stares at a certain peice. 10

"Ten." 11

She bleeds.. 12

Looking up at her face in the cracked mirror, or whats left of it. She asks "Why are you so ugly?" She never thought she was before, until she met him. She keeps staring at herself. Cutting deeper with every tear that falls. Screamed silently on how much he had hurt her. The pain he cased which nobody should ever go through. It didn't feel possible and it wasn't imaginable how much it killed her inside. "I want you to die" she said to herself in the mirror. Repeating the words over and over. "I want you to die..I want you to die.." Louder she gets with every sentence. "I WANT YOU TO DIE!" Silence overcame her within seconds. She stopped crying. "One..two..Three" She had began counting again. Interruption her, The phone rings.13

"Hello?" she says in the phone.14

"Baby.." Its him. She's relieved.15

"yeah..?" Acting like she didn't care anymore.16

"I'm sorry." he said and made it sound sincere.17

Stopping the flowing from her open cut, "You are?" she asked with amazment.18

"Yes, I was stupid for leaving you. I promise i wont hurt you again. he told her. Making her believe.19

"I understand. It was my fault. I shouldn't have acted that way. I'm dumb for it, i know.." Making it sound like its her fault. He takes a releved 'Yea im right' kind of breathe somebody takes when they get there way.20

"I love you.." he said.21

"I love you too." She replied. Then they hung up.22

She knew he was going to hurt her again. She knew she should call him back and say no. But she couldn't. She was in love. Deep in love. With some type of asswhole that kills her soul, body, mind, and heart. Mostly her. And she knew it, and didn't stop the horror that was just being started.23