My Feelings

I'm sorry if this a jumbled up mess, but I need to get this out and let people see how bad Josh has messed my head up.1

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If he never loved me why did he date me?3

Why is he behaving like this, why?4

Why does he swear at me and shit?5

Why do I still cry when I should be over him?6

Why do I have so many questions that wont be answered?7

Why does it feel like my heart is being torn to shreds?8

Why can't anything detain me from thinking about him?9

Why has he turned into such a monster?10

Why does he keep contacting my sister?11

Why wont they just go away?12

Why am I not loved by him?

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  • Peachy
    November 7, 2008

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    The pain will fade to a dull roar but it will never fully disappear, just like your love for him. There are many things unknown to mankind and why someone won't love you when you clearly love them so much is one of them. I know this might not be what you want to hear right now, but there will be someone else and they will appreciate and love you just as you did this person. With time, this guy will realise what he's given away and he'll regret it.
    I hope you feel better soon


  • Killmemylove
    November 6, 2008

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    my poor girl..
    You suffer this much pain and wish it would fade away like water drifting into the drains on the streets.
    I'm sad to say this will not happen, love is harsh, it will draw you in and drown you, then an unwanted rescue will be sent to save you, but all it does is hurt you.
    But that rescue could be the best thing for you, it i only sent when the love you are having is bad.
    I love you stevie, but...., sometimes I don't know how to help, seeing you with those unhushed tears of pain and lost love, only brings back that day I lost my forever love, but I am your friend and I will stay by your side till I see that look of love back in your eyes, and that smile of happiness that graced your face.
    I'm here....FOREVER!


  • GrimDeath
    November 5, 2008

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    You feel this way cause you were in love with him. He a bitch ass and should kicked in the face for not loving as much as you loved him.