Lanell Lanee Foster

Part 4: Beliefs and Opinions1

40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?2

Optimistic, because I am usually kind of egotistical, on count of how I think I’m the stuff and all that jazz. Well, I don’t call it ‘all that jazz’ but it has the same meaning. I am pessimistic about my real life sometimes, though—half empty, if you know what I mean?3

41. What is your greatest fear?4

I don’t really fear anything… other than losing the war against the dark side and having to fall to my Nemesis—whom I wish to not talk about right now. 5

42. What are your religious views?6

I am a Christian, though I do not go to Church every Sunday because most preachers are fakes and I can’t stand around that many hypocrites for even the few hours needed. I have this preacher who comes by once a month and gives his sermons then. 7

43. What are your political views?8

I think everyone should have the same rights… and everyone should treat everyone as their equal. I think that would be the nicest and most sane way of going about things. 9

44. What are your views on sex?10

This is an easy one. I don’t plan to have sex until I am married. If I mess up along the way, I will cut my throat and die—nah. I will just panic and plead to God for all the mercy possible. 11

45. Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?12

I find it acceptable if the good guy is the one killing someone… and I kill people pretty frequently—though for good reason. I find it needed in a war like the one I am fighting. 13

46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?14

Kill someone. That is pretty damn simple in my mind. That is, unless the person kills someone because that other someone killed lots of innocent someones. 15

47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?16

Yes, most definitely. I believe in true love as much as I believe in my dear God—the one who rules Christianity, not another one. 17

48. What do you believe makes a successful life?18

Happiness, doing something actually meaningful—like saving the world or saving people from some other kind of danger, such as cancer—and maybe believing in something, something other than the world and yourself. I think it’s always good to have a true belief in something you love and appreciate. 19

49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?20

I don’t hide myself—other than the powers I have that no other human has—and I don’t hide myself, because I enjoy who I am and don’t want to start posing at my age. I’m way too young to do that. 21

50. Do you have any biases or prejudices?22

No, but I don’t trust anyone who works for the darkside—not mocking Star Wars, by any chance. Maybe that counts as being prejudiced… because I am completely against evil. Oh, well. 23

51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?24

Smoke or do drugs… because they’re both deadly and no one in my family has lived after they had extensive use of either one of those. But they have lived a good while after being into the alcoholic beverages. 25

52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?26

I would probably die for anyone—so long as they actually needed my help—and that would be because I enjoy helping others… and it’s kind of my duty to do so, as well. 27

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Part 5: Relationships with Others29

53. In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?30

Politely, unless they’re saying something that is wrong and could danger them. If I tell someone to sit down and they don’t listen, I’ll shove them down… all with good intentions, of course. I treat people generally politely, though. I can’t tell them all about me, though, since half of my life is secret to all but myself. 31

54. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?32

My boyfriend. I won’t tell about him in this answer, but I’ll just say this: he isn’t just my lover, he’s also my best friend. I have more girl friends than guys, but he’s the best friend I have. I’ve been with him in one way or the other since we were seven. 33

55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why?34

I respect a lot of people, since I’m rather young—though smart, beautiful and dangerous—but I would say that my biggest respect comes off on my parents, who birthed me and are nice to me, actually. Most parents aren’t, but they are… and I am blessed to have them. 35

56. Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.36

I have several friends—maybe five or six—and the only friend of mine that is male is also my boyfriend. I would say that he and my best girl friend, Tess, are my best friends. I love them all, but those two are the biggest in my heart—since I’ve known them both for ten years or more, having met Tess when I was nine. 37

57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.38

His name is Nicholas—nicknamed Nick—and he is such a wonderful guy. I wouldn’t trade the love he has for me, chips and football for anything in the world—not even peace, which is saying a lot. He’s got dark brown hair, blue eyes and he’s heavyset—though athletic, as well. He has a big sense of humor and is handsome, as well. He reminds me of a big, lovable Teddy Bear, but without the fluffiness. 39

58. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.40

Well, when I turned fifteen, I realized that the love I had for Nick wasn’t just friendship. I noticed this when I started writing stories with he and I in them, making out. I really didn’t get them at first, as if they came from nowhere… but then I realized that the descriptions were like him. I started going out with him about a month later and am still with him. 41

59. What do you look for in a potential lover?42

Common sense, beauty—in soul and in physical appearance—talent, love for music, common decency, compatibility with me and also a love for animals.43

60. How close are you to your family?44

Kind of close. I am not as close as the people in those corny family shows, but I’m close enough to know what their favorite colors and what they like are. I know enough. I don’t want to know how much they masturbate, so leave me alone about that. That is their natural and much needed self pleasure that I shouldn’t bug them with. 45

61. Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?46

I want to start a family after I am married, but no, I do not have a family of my own right now. I just live by myself, hungry for war—to end it all—and happy, sleeping with my clothes on with Nick beside me. Well, that was kind of random, don’t you think?47

62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?48

My alternate identity… in other words, I would turn to no one, because I don’t need help and if I am dying, then I will either come up with an escape plan or I’ll die. No one will be able to get me out of something if I can’t. But then again, where normal human things are concerned, I would probably call on Tess, because she knows a lot about stuff like that—since she is a normal girl, with big dreams. 49

63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?50

I trust people, but I don’t trust people to protect me… because that would be dependent, and I don’t need help. If I get help, it’ll be with math—though I’m getting better at that, damn it!51

64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you?52

Everyone that I know. I would be horribly missed by the spirits of the Earth that roam, looking for a reason to stay here and not to go to heaven or hell, and find it in my presence, since they have hope in my existence. I guess that is just because I am not a human and they think I’ve come to save them all. But I’m mostly human, whether they want to face that or not.53

65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why?54

My arch Nemesis—though he is only ninety percent human, as I am—Drake Jenson, whose only worry is when he’ll be killing more innocent people. You see, killing innocent people is easier than killing guilty people, because they don’t know what’s coming. They get it by surprise and then collapse, dead. I hate his guts for the way he is. 55

66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?56

I usually avoid conflict… and that is why so many people can get along with me. Arguing is a waste of time—even for someone that is only nine tenths human—and it just doesn’t deserve much of a place in someone’s life. I can’t stand it when my parents or friends are arguing. 57

67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?58

Yes, I do. This is the easiest question I have ever had to answer. I always take the leadership role in social situations—especially when it comes to war and meetings of the powerful. 59

68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?60

I do enjoy the meeting with townsfolk here and there. I don’t usually do that, but I do have to sometimes, to make sure they are as informed on the situations as possible—without freaking them out, that is. I just hope that they’re smart and understand what I am talking about. I can use some very unbelievable words. 61

69. Do you care what others think of you?62

Well, they probably think I’m smart, maybe strong, stubborn and maybe even hot. I don’t get the last one, though… since I hardly ever dress slutty, like most ‘hot’ people. I guess some people can sometimes look at the face and not the boobs. I don’t know. Maybe they also think I’m a nice person and love hanging with me or something. Hopefully, that is true. 63

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Part 6: Likes and Dislikes 65

70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?66

I am highly into music and a good pastime would be sitting on the couch, watching some TV. I also enjoy writing stories sometimes and hanging with friends is always fun—though I have but only four or five that are actually friends and not just people I talk to. I also like playing several sports, including Soccer, Football, Baseball and Hockey. 67

71. What is your most treasured possession?68

My electric guitar. I can play my music on it and it even talks to other planets when you change the strings. I need that for security reasons. Well, that’s enough info on my favorite guitar, Kelsey—yes, I name them sometimes. 69

72. What is your favorite color?70

Dark and gothic black. I don’t like it because it’s gothic, but I just love the way it blends with my attitude and the stuff I have to deal with—while battling with demons, dreams or even my family and strangers sometimes. 71

73. What is your favorite food?72

I would say Pizza, but recently, I have had this thing going on with Lasagna. I guess Pizza is kind of jealous right now… but if it doesn’t like that I am eating a variety of food now, then maybe it should go and jump back on all of the animals and plants it came from. 73

74. What, if anything, do you like to read?74

I love to read all sorts of things… especially novels and text books. I also read magazines, but books are more important to me, since they have more information on things and are more entertaining. Magazines are usually best if they have hot posters or good articles about upcoming music in them. Otherwise, fuck them. 75

75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?76

Well, I play guitar, piano and drums and also sing and write my own songs… so I think that music is way up there. I also like movies some, but music is way above that. Reading is a good entertainment, too, if the book or magazine is good. 77

76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit?78

I don’t do drugs, but I do smoke occasionally and drink rarely—no, wait, the opposite of that. I will never do the demon drugs and smoking relieves stress sometimes… while beer kind of is just a fun thing to have at parties and then puke up when you’re bored. 79

77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night?80

Killing bad guys or hanging with friends in my room… I have the occasional party, but those are rarer than the other two. 81

78. What makes you laugh?82

Comedy and the bad guys suffering—which, to me, is a style of comedy—and maybe people running after me and not catching up. 83

79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you?84

People sometimes call me a slut—for no reason whatsoever—and that really offends me. I can’t stand being called stupid, either… if someone calls me stupid, it just shows that they are either ignorant or don’t know me. You can cuss at me all you want, but if you call me stupid or slut, then you will be running for your life forever. Nah. I’ll stop after I catch you. What shocks me is when someone calls me slut twice… since usually, after the first time, they’re too scared to say it again. 85

80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?86

Watch videos of myself killing demons… because well, if I do that, then it usually makes me fall to sleep, since it’s so damn boring. I hope I never get insomnia, though… I hear it’s hell and annoying. 87

81. How do you deal with stress?88

Blow it off with either a cigarette or maybe busting something on the street… or maybe killing some bad guys. All three work fine. 89

82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?90

I can be spontaneous, but I usually have a plan, because to be prepared, you usually need a plan of some sort. I would rather be spontaneous when it comes to romance, though… that way, it’s more exciting and surprising. Well, that’s enough on that subject. 91

83. What are your pet peeves?92

Hmm… a few pet peeves of mine would be that some men consider all women weaklings, when they’re not. I also hate it when someone says they hate something even if they haven’t given that something a try yet. I don’t like it also when someone tries to encourage me to do something I don’t like at all… like do drugs or wear pink pants or skirts. I don’t mind pink, but anything pink down there is a no-no for me.