A Pristine Facade"Therapy session-1"

"You're not gonna tell me what happened are you?"1

"Nope."2

My conselor sat patiently in her arm chair, clipboard in hand. There was no way I was gonna tell her the truth. It just wasn't that easy. She didn't know what it felt like to be pressured into something and then be burdened with the result forever. Kelsey is always on my mind, underneath all the things I stress over. 3

"When you feel like telling me what's keeping you so quiet, I'll be here to listen."4

My lips stayed shut, locking all the secrets inside of me. I didn't want to remember last year. So much has happened since then, and sometimes remembering makes me feel like the person I never wanna be. A person whose dirty, and used up. Everyone thinks I live this perfect life but that couldn't be farther from the truth. I guess I'm just a master at dusquising my story through the lies I hide behind. I've been through most things that other people haven't and whenever I remember the past, I get scared of what may never come; the future. 5