40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic? 2
Pessimistic3
41. What is your greatest fear? 4
Now why would i tell you...? lol5
42. What are your religious views? 6
I believe in God. But i'm not going to church. I believe in my own way i suppose7
43. What are your political views? 8
The government is seriously fucked up right now.....that kinda tells how i feel...i hope9
44. What are your views on sex? 10
People tend to confuse sex and emotions. They don't know how to separate the two...not saying that they should be....just saying that some people are only in it for the sex...like the actual act11
45. Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable? 12
Well i think we are able to kill. Acceptable would be killing someone who hurts a child purposely...like child abuse. Unacceptable would be..."you don't love me anymore?! I refuse to live without you!!"...catch my drift?13
46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do? Be selfish and self centered to where they hurt everyone around them and enjoy it. No remorse for anything...idk....seems like any situation could always be worse14
47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love? 15
uhhh.....idk16
48. What do you believe makes a successful life? 17
If you work hard for what you'd like to achieve one day...i guess18
49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)? 19
Not very honest. I do hide myself from others. In the sense of not telling them when something's wrong if they ask. Not telling them how i feel about certain things...Keeping my opinion to myself when i'm angry or upset because i fear my choice of words might do irreparable damage.20
50. Do you have any biases or prejudices? 21
No i don't think so. unless you're for child abuse or rape...then i say "FUCK YOU, i hope you suffer.."22
51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it? 23
Hmmm....my boyfriend asked me to go to a swing club with him...just to have sex with him ...infront of people.....that would be HELL NO....i told him i refuse to fuck him infront of people....i mean its an intimate act......between 2 people...24
52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)? 25
My family and those i love....but it depends on the situation....its never just black and white....there's always gray areas, which is where our feelings/emotions lie26
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Part 5: Relationships With Others 28
53. In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?29
I keep them at a distance. Yes it does. It takes a long time for someone to get to know a little about me...because i have trust issues. 30
It changes depending on how i understand their personality and character.31
54. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?32
There are a few. Not anyone in particular. BUt i do care about them with a passion...if that makes sense33
55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why?34
Roger. because he's always there for me and he's always fair.35
56. Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.36
Anthony, who i've known for 4 years. Very humble and understanding. 37
Mike, because he's my significant other and i care for him. He's very motivated, dedicated, and humble when he chooses to.38
Irene, because we understand each other and have similar lifestyles.39
57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.40
No spouse. Significant other. Mike. He's very selfish. Very dedicated, motivated. Caring but secretive. Great liar because he always covers his track n eliminates all proof. Leaving me with suspicions.41
58. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.42
Yes once. Robert. My sister and her husband ruined the entire relationship and he lied ....and he had another girlfriend....actually make that 243
59. What do you look for in a potential lover?44
Don't have a checklist. But a good personality. Someone understanding, who's capable of helping me better myself and themselves. Someone who pays attention enough to know when something's wrong even when i say its not.45
60. How close are you to your family?46
I live 40 minutes away from my mom...haven't seen her in a month and a half. My oldest sister....in like the same. My dad, yesterday because he has a guilty conscience and wants to make things right. My other sister when she needed money....so not very close.47
61. Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?48
No i have not. Yes i do. Mike wants to but i'm having serious doubts seeing as i don't want to put my family through the same thing i went through. Marriages suck most of the time i guess.49
62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?50
I don't know. Not sure. Depends what i'd need help with.51
63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?52
No i dont. Because when shit happens, people aren't going to think of you first even if you're thinking about them first. Feelings are often unrequited. 53
64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you?54
I guess my parents. idk55
65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why?56
Hmm...not anyone in particular. Quite a few unfortunately.57
66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?58
Avoid conflict because i'd rather not waste my time...but it doesn't mean i'm a nice & friendly person.59
67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?60
Depends on the situation61
68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?62
No i don't. Because I just prefer it that way. Too many people cause for too many conflicts sometimes. Not alot of people know how to debate with one another and it usually turns into an argument. 63
69. Do you care what others think of you? 64
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Part 6: Likes And Dislikes 66
70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?67
Swimming, Tattoos, drawing, reading. Smoking weed lol.68
71. What is your most treasured possession?69
My notebook.70
72. What is your favorite color?71
Black.72
73. What is your favorite food?73
I love shrimps when they're well done....hmmm and steak
7474. What, if anything, do you like to read?75
Fiction, fantasy, erotica...because they're all a remporary escape from reality76
75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?77
Could be any of the above. Depends on whether or not the person can keep me entertained.78
76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit?79
I smoke cigarettes once in a while when i'm at work. I smoke weed almost everyday after work....cuz my mind is never at ease. It relaxes me. I have one drink like once or twice a week. Hmmm...yeah i want to quit smoking weed cuz its expensive...and i don't want to smoke week anymore sometimes.80
77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night? Waiting for mike knowing he'll most likely not come around. Sometimes when he does, i guess we hang out in his house and watch tv. talk....hang out. sometimes i'm alone even when he's with me.81
78. What makes you laugh? Something funny....like a joke. 82
79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you?83
Nothing really shocks me anymore. I've been told some horrible truths. I get offended when people question my love or feelings for them. I'm pretty honest about how i feel about someone when i express how i feel. And i get offended when people blatantly lie to my face.84
80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?85
Smoke some weed and start writing all my thoughts down. Read a book. Draw something. Work out.86
81. How do you deal with stress?87
I do what i do.88
82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?89
Pretty spontaneous because i hate when people plan and cancel last minute. I feel screwed over.90
83. What are your pet peeves? 91
Liars, People who cancel plans...and body odor....seriously92
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Part 7: Self Images And Etc. 94
84. Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?95
Wake up. Smoke a blunt. Take a shower. Get dressed. Get on the train. Transfer to the bus. Get to work. Work. Go home. Smoke a blunt. Watch tv. Eat. Write. Read. Sleep96
85. What is your greatest strength as a person?97
Courage to do what is necessary even when i'm scared shitless.98
86. What is your greatest weakness? I'm very pessimistic.99
87. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?100
maybe b a little taller lol101
88. Are you generally introverted or extroverted? Introverted102
89. Are you generally organized or messy?103
Organized.104
90. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.105
3 Good: My job as a phlebotomist, Acting like nothings wrong when everything is, and forgiving people.106
3 Bad: Lying, Expressing myself, and being on time (sometimes)107
91. Do you like yourself?108
I guess.109
92. What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons...)110
No i'm me, and if i do something its because that's how i feel. I don't try to hide it from people necessarily.111
93. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?112
I want to live alone. not with a roommate. He makes me sick. 113
94. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?114
My own apartment. Better job.115
95. If you could choose, how would you want to die?116
Pleased.117
96. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.118
Go see my parents. Swim in the ocean. Smoke a blunt while sitting on a skyscraper...i honestly have no idea about the last one...:/119
97. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?120
That i care more about the people i care about then myself.121
98. What three words best describe your personality?122
Weird, Angry, and sweet.123
99. What three words would others probably use to describe you?124
Weird, Crazy, Angry125
100. If you could, what advice would you, the protagonist give to your antagonist? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice...) 126
"You can't help everyone. Some people don't want to be helped. Stop trying to protect people from reality sometimes, because it does more harm then good. And learn how to forgive."127
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