He watched Rhiannon as she headed his way, and knew that he shouldn't be here. He didn't make friends for a reason. Sure he was no different than any other teenager now, but what was the point of forming attachments when they could never accept what he was cursed to become. He hadn't chosen his life, but he had long since accepted the inevitable. That's why he kept to himself. He had decided to let himself have this one thing though, since it was only his junior year in high school, his curse didn't take full affect until the eve of his eighteenth birthday. That gave them plenty of time to explore this and see where it went, and if it hadn't ended by then he would end it, it was that simple. At least he hoped.
He walked over to Rhiannon, but said nothing. He didn't know how to voice what he was feeling in words, so he kissed her instead. Putting all the emotion that was rolling around inside of him into it so that she would understand. Just as it had the first time, kissing her set all his senses on fire.The first time he had kissed her though it was soft and sweet, this one however was heating up very quickly. If he didn't put a stop to it he wouldn't be able to control himself and he knew she wasn't ready for things to go that far. She may want to be here, but that didn't mean that she trusted him. 1
" I wasn't sure you would come." He said. 2
She could hear the huskiness in his voice and knew that he was as heated from there kiss as she was. " I wasn't either, but I couldn't make myself stay away. I'm not sure why. I just know that I had to see you." 3
As he lead her over to the tree by the cliffs she noticed the blanket laid beneath the stars. She might have thought his motive was just to get into her pants if she hadn't seen the picnic basket. It wasn't anything extravagant. Just some sandwiches he had thrown together, but it was the sweetest, most romantic thing anyone had ever done for her. 4
After they had finished their meal, they laid back under the stars. Staring up at them he asked her questions about herself, but did the best he could to keep the conversation steered away from him. She wondered to herself what he might be hiding, or if it was just that he thought she wouldn't want to hear the details of his drab lifestyle. Deciding that the mystery of it made him even more appealing, she pushed it to the back of her mind for now. 5
Before she knew it, they were entwined in each others arms again. He was kissing her as if his life depended on it. She gave as good as she got not thinking of the consequences should things go to far. He lifted his face from hers. " I want to make love to you." 6
" I've never.....", was all she could manage in the heat of the moment. 7
" It's okay. Just go with the flow. I'll stop if you ask me too." 8
He undid the buttons of her blouse. Then went to work setting her skin ablaze. It still wasn't enough to quench the feelings he was bringing forth in her. She thought she would die when he took her nipple into his mouth and began to suckle. It sent her body into a fever. It was a dazzling feeling but it wasn't enough. She was beginning to feel something between her legs that she couldn't understand. It was like this blissful kind of pain. She began thrusting her hips against him, knowing that was the only thing that would slake the fervent need that he had unleashed inside of her. 9
He saw the look of uncertainty in her eyes when he went to undo the fastening on her slacks, But she didn't tell him to stop. At this point he wasn't sure he would be able too if she did. He slid his hand underneath her silk panties. She was so moist as he ran his fingers over her most feminine spot. Slowly he slid one finger inside of her, he about lost control feeling how tight she was. He wanted so badly to ram himself inside of her, but he kept reminding himself that she was virgin and he had to be gentle. 10
He continued to work her over with his fingers until they were both so slick with need that he couldn't wait any longer. He withdrew his hand, sat up and slowly removed the last of her clothing. All she could do was stare as he stood and followed suit with his own clothes. He was so beautiful, she wanted to tell him so, but was afraid if she spoke it would break the spell between them. She watched as he pulled a condom from his wallet, opened it, and put it on. She was glad one of them had been able to keep there head in all this because she hadn't been thinking about protection. 11
In the next moment he was back over her with his legs between hers. "This is going to hurt you, and I'm sorry for it but there is no way around it."
He braced all his weight on his arms trying not to hurt her anymore then he knew was inevitable. He placed his shaft at the core of her womanhood, and slowly entered her. 12
Rhiannon felt her breath catch as he penetrated her most private place. It was a strange feeling. As if she was being stretched beyond belief. She knew he was holding back for her benefit, but when the tearing pain hit she couldn't help but cry out. He did his best to sustain her screams with his mouth, while he laid there waiting for her body to become accustomed to his. When she slowly began moving her hips, he matched her rhythm. Taking extra care only to increase the speed when he felt her go slick with need again. She was past the pain now. All she could think was that her body was yearning for something she couldn't name. Something only he could give her. When it came it was the most wondrous thing she had ever felt . Thunderous waves of pleasure cascaded through her. He felt her tighten around him as the explosion hit her, and he was lost. He let himself fall with her as they rode out the waves of what they'd made together until they were both settled again. "That was marvelous." He whispered as he lifted himself off of her, and rolled onto his side. Pulling her against him, he held her close. 13
Once the initial torment of losing her virginity had passed, she had been hit with pleasure unlike anything she'd ever experienced before. Knowing that he couldn't have come anywhere near what she was feeling, since she was unskilled in the art of bringing pleasure to the opposite sex. From the way he'd taken extra care to make sure she experienced as little pain as necessary, Rhiannon was almost certain that she hadn't been his first. She shrugged off the jealousy that came over her, thinking how silly it was to be resentful of women she had never met. After all his past was just that, his past. 14
"What time do you have to be home?" He asked. 15
She cuddled closer to him, " Don't worry about it, I'm not quite ready for this night to end." Then she was asleep. 16
" Rhiannon, baby you got to wake up its getting really late. You need to get you home before your parents start to worry." 17
Trying intently to fight the voice that was pulling her from her peaceful sleep, she sat up with a start then she smiled to herself as the events of the night began to replay themselves in her head. She noticed he was already dressed, so she had no choice but to follow suit. It was weird having him watch. She didn't understand how she could feel awkward after what they just shared. Pushing it to the back of her mind she finished dressing, then said goodbye. As she walked to her car she wondered if she would see him again, or if she had just made one really big mistake.
She was relieved when he called the next day. They talked for a few. Then hung up after he had agreed to come over for dinner and meet her parents. Everything seemed to have went perfectly until after he had left that evening. "Rhiannon can you come in here please?" She heard her father call from the kitchen.
She could tell from his tone that this wasn't going to be pleasant. She pasted a smile on her face as she walked into the room. " So what did you think of Aidan, papa?" 18
" Honestly, I think your to good for him, and would rather you didn't see him again." When she started to protest he held up a hand to cut her off,
" Now I'm not telling you that you can't, just that I'd rather you didn't. I don't want to see you hurt when it ends, and it will. You two come from two totally different worlds. There is no way that it will ever work out." With that he left her to think about all the things he had said. 19
She went to sleep that night wondering what the future was to hold for her and Aidan.
