One and Only pt. 2

After what had happened between me and Joey, I couldn’t bring myself to go home. So instead I want to Wings a gay bar, where one of my roommates/best friends, Johnny, works as a bartender.1

I really need to talk to somebody and getting hammered seemed like a pretty good idea to.2

Yet when I got to the extremely loud place John seemed more in the mood to mock then to help. Should have seen that coming. Get a few drinks into this short, blonde guy and you got a guy that turns from sweet into kind of an ass.3

“Joey, might be straight? Uh? Didn’t see that coming.” He smiled big, flashing his prefect white teeth. I always hated him for having prefect teeth, when mine you’re so crooked.4

“Not helping.” I growled as I finished up my third beer and let my head drop against the top of the bar. “What do I do?” I said more to the bar then to Jonny.5

“Wanna another beer?”6

“Please.” I hear a little thump near my head where he drops the beer. Why is this so weird for me?7

I mean its not I’ve never thought about him that way. I have! On several occasions, mostly when he’s got no shirt on. He usually didn't wear a shirt since he was a swim instructor and only had to wear simple speedos.8

Watching him get out of the water is always an amazing sight. 9

The way his body glistens from the sweat and pool water and how those little purple speedos are so snug that they leave nothing to the imagination. How his muscles are flexing when he swims through the water like a fish.10

“Has He even kissed a girl, let alone slept with one?” Thanks, man, couldn’t help me enjoy my thoughts.11

Shit he’s right, he hasn’t ever been with a woman. “I’m so fucked.” I drink almost half the bottle in one gulp. Hmm beer always makes everything seems so much better.12

“You know what sucks?” I sigh deeply. “What?” he asked after giving a drink to some pale guy.13

“That was the best fucking kiss, I have ever had.” He looked confused my words. I was a little confused to. But I think that was just the beer confusing me.14

“Why does that suck?” He scrunched up his nose. “Because it was from Joey!” Nothing from Joey should be that good in that way. It was wrong but I wanted to do it again, so bad.15

Johnny shrugged slightly. “I wouldn’t mind getting kissed by Joey.” A smirk slipped on his face. I knew he was thinking about more the just kissing. “Fuck I wouldn’t mind a lot of things, if he did them.”16

Sometimes he is such a pervert. “Thank you, dude. I’m officially going to have nightmares now.” I sighed as I ran my fingers through my long black hair. I was the only one of my friends with black hair. I always felt like I disappeared in the back when I was with them.17

After that wonderful image in my head, I finally deiced to go home. I rather go to bed not thinking of shit like that.18

I got to the house that I shared with Johnny, my brother and his boyfriend, Eddie. We’ve lived together so long it would feel weird to be without each other.19

The house was nothing special; it was small but big enough that we wouldn’t feel mashed together.20

I opened the red door thinking of a nice bath and my warm bed hoping they would get my mind of everything. When I come into the house everything is dark and there are some odd noises coming from the living room.21

I know I should just ignore them and keep walking up the stairs but I don’t why I ended up flipping that little switch.22

My eyes felt like they were going to melt out of my head as I saw my other roommate/best friend, Eddie, giving head to my brother/roommate, Mike.23

I quickly turned and closed my eyes not wanting to see my brother’s cock. Thankful it was completely in Eddie’s mouth when the lights went on.24

“Ah, man!” I couldn’t hold it in. I could hear from behind that they were trying to cover up or something.25

“I thought you were at Joey’s?” Mike cleared his throat. That was sort of his way of telling me it was okay to turn around. I did but kept my eyes shut just in case.26

Slipping one eye open just a little, just to be safe. “Was, but I’m not feeling good.” I opened my eyes completely. Mike was covering himself with a cover a red blanket that was over our black couch. Eddie however stood there butt naked.27

“You guys can stay here and finish doing….whatever. I’m going to go to bed.” I rubbed my head. I so did not need this in my head.28

“Hey you okay?” Mike called out to me as I stood at the bottom of the steps. I wanted to tell him what was up but something in me stopped me.29

I hated to get him involved in my love life. I was already too involved in his.30

“I’m fine and Eddie put on some damn boxers or something, will ya.” I’ve seen him naked plenty of times but I was so not in the mood tonight.31

I crashed on my nice soft bed. Fuck the bath, I’m to fucking tired. I kicked my van’s shoes across the room and slipped off my jeans. 32

Burying myself under my soft black comforter.33

Maybe when I wake up it will all be a dream or something.