I hate that I loved you, I love that I hate you

Don't close your eyes tonight,1

Don't think that you are safe in bed,2

For I lurk in the bedroom planning,3

While you rest your tired head.4

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I know you sense my presence,6

I know you know I'm here,7

I hear your breathing quicken,8

I hear your heart increase in fear.9

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I know you thought you had made it out,11

Got away with breaking my heart, 12

You've seen nothing yet darling,13

This is only where it starts.14

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I hate that I loved you,16

I love that I hate you,17

So many emotions,18

To make me not stand you,19

I can not believe that I fell for your lies,20

I can not believe that I gave you a try,21

Time after time, I knew it was her,22

When I leave tonight,23

It will just be a blur.24

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Sweet Paranoia,26

Such a beautiful thing,27

Almost as pretty,28

As her diamond ring.29

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A secret engagement,31

So sweet like fine wine,32

However, it ends bitter,33

When I take what was naturally mine.34

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Here in the darkness,36

I can feel you breathing,37

I will kill tonight,38

My anger still seething.39

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I hate that I loved you,41

I love that I hate you,42

So many emotions,43

To make me not stand you,44

I can not believe that I fell for your lies,45

I can not believe that I gave you a try,46

Time after time, I knew it was her,47

When I leave tonight,48

It will just be a blur.49

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Come along now,51

Not a moment to waste,52

Draw out my daggar,53

Pick up the pace.54

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Creep to the bed,56

Your eyes wide with fright,57

You realize that you,58

Will be dying tonight.59

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Softly and slowly,61

I emerge from the shade,62

You beg for mercy,63

At the point of my blade.64

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I hate that I loved you,66

I love that I hate you,67

So many emotions,68

To make me not stand you,69

I can not believe that I fell for your lies,70

I can not believe that I gave you a try,71

Time after time, I knew it was her,72

When I leave tonight,73

It will just be a blur.74

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Pull it and shove it,76

In all too quickly,77

Making a noise,78

That sounded too sickly.79

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Falling in the darkness,81

Bleeding in the moonlight,82

It may have been so wrong,83

But it had felt so right.84

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You look at me in horror,86

You're still alive,87

But your bitchy companion,88

Is not by your side.89

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I hate that I loved you,91

I love that I hate you,92

So many emotions,93

To make me not stand you,94

I can not believe that I fell for your lies,95

I can not believe that I gave you a try,96

Time after time, I knew it was her,97

When I leave tonight,98

It will just be a blur.99

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I took the ring from her finger,101

And the chain from her neck,102

I took the money from her purse,103

What did you expect?104

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To kill you tonight,106

Would let you off the hook,107

I'd rather have you suffer, 108

For the life that you took.109

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Just like that,111

Your whore had been slayed,112

A life for a life,113

The debts been repayed.114

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I hate that I loved you,116

I love that I hate you,117

So many emotions,118

To make me not stand you,119

I can not believe that I fell for your lies,120

I can not believe that I gave you a try,121

Time after time, I knew it was her,122

When I leave tonight,123

It will just be a blur.124

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Slid the ring on the chain,126

So pretty and clean,127

Slid the chain on my neck,128

And departed the scene.129

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The breeze was cool,131

The rain had stopped,132

I replay in my mind,133

Where her body had dropped.134

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And now my dear,136

This is where it must end,137

I just got in the car,138

And kissed your best friend.139

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I hate that I loved you,141

I love that I hate you,142

So many emotions,143

To make me not stand you,144

I can not believe that I fell for your lies,145

I can not believe that I gave you a try,146

Time after time, I knew it was her,147

When I leave tonight,148

It will just be a blur.149