"I don't feel like talking today, Chris."1
Some days I feel like keeping to myself, hiding from the world. Left under my covers of solitude.2
I just want to sleep forever, but sleep evades me.3
Some days I want to forget myself, forget existence.4
I wish I was deaf so that I wouldn't have to speak, wouldn't have to hear.5
Some days I think I breathe better underwater. Some times I forget to breathe at all.6
Some days I think I'm better off without her. Other days I think that she's what I really need.7
Some times I think I belong in a horror film. The murderer, the victim, it's all the same. We're all masochists in our own way. And some days I feel like that's all I'll ever be.8
Some days I wish I was five years old again, back when everything was perfect.9
Maybe some day, my screams will be heard by more than just these empty walls.
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This scares me ,Love,see at school
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It scares me too, Jane, because that's how I really feel.
x Julez
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