Lacerations.

I was so far out, 1

Afraid of touch,2

Afraid of sound, 3

I came to every command he screamed at me. 4

He’d hit me and scream that I was nothing but dirt to him,5

So I became immune to his words,6

Immune to his beatings,7

Until it took a knife to my arms to get me to cry,8

He’d make me sleep in the closet so he couldn’t see me,9

Locked up,10

My knees drawn tight up to my chest, 11

Just waiting it out.12

The nights would get cold,13

But warm everywhere I else,14

It was just me that was freezing within.15

When we went to hotels 16

I was stuck in the hallways, 17

Cause you didn’t want to see my face.18

You told me I was worthless,19

So I figured you were right,20

I mean, why lie to me?21

Its not like I was gonna put up a fight,22

You told me I was a waste of good air,23

So I wanted to stop breathing,24

And now I’m fading, 25

Just like you, 26

I’m breaking,27

Like the way you do!28

I wanted so much from you,29

I wanted what I knew I couldn’t have,30

You pulled me away and threw me down,31

I have a life,32

I have a soul,33

I have a mind that needs you,34

But I’m so broken now.35

I will die from lacerations,36

But you will die from assassination of Karma.37

I didn’t come this far to break down,38

I am anew,39

I am true found.40

I will live for their approval,41

But you will die and I will thank you for the first time,42

For leaving me alone.43

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  • Bramble-of-Knives
    October 25, 2008

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    ... I don't even know what to say, its kind of like you took the words out of my mouth without me knowing that that was what I was gonna say...

    Your an amazing writer!


  • Play Pretend.
    September 27, 2008

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    Don't ever give up hope, you'll come out on top in the end.
    You're loved and supported.
    Keep in there.
    I don't really know what to say without sounding too bullshitty, but know we all care for you.


  • Much-Dipstick
    September 26, 2008

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    You won't die from it and you will survive. You're stronger than him. You'll get through this, and have the good times. We'll manage. Don't forget and never give up hope. cookies galore!


    • Smokeless Bomb
      September 28, 2008
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      ...I am not stronger then him, and I have the bruises to prove it, mentally and physacly.

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