Forever On My Mind

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I wish I could remember that last night with him but I was too drunk. I was trying to drown out the feeling of what I was about to do. 2

He opened the door to his room, and I stepped in, only to have a wave of dizziness wash over me, the moment my feet crossed over the threshold. His arms caught me, pulling me off of my feet, and then setting me back down again this time on the bed.3

Are you alright? He asked, stroking the hair away from my face.4

I started to say that I would be fine when everything went black.5

When I woke, I found myself on the bed, alone. He was on the couch, with his eyes closed. However I doubted that he was sleeping. 6

I got up, and walked over to him, the dizziness gone now. He shifted, I smiled. He wasn't asleep. He was trying to make me think he was. Sneaky little bastard. 7

Standing at the edge of the couch now, I looked down at him. He was smiling, giving himself away, I wondered if he knew he knew what that smile did to me.8

Suddenly I got a wicked idea, and with one quick movement, I straddle him. He woke up with a start, and I grinned devilishly. 9

Hey Sexy. I leaned in and kissed him full on the mouth. 10

Did you have a nice nap? He asked, between kisses.11

Yeah I did. I said. Right then I put an end to our passionate kisses, and began to move my body over him. Slowly at first, moving back and forth just to see his reaction. He laid his head back and groaned. I smiled inwardly. This is what I wanted. I loved making men want me.12

He shifted, triggering a wave of pleasure that shot through my body. Suddenly I realized that he had moved his hand up my dress and under my panties. He used his long fingers expertly, teasing, and taunting me until I begged for more. Abruptly he plunged them into me, causing me to throw back my head and arch my back. In and out, in and out. He stopped. And I looked at him pleading with my eyes and my heavy breathing for him not to stop. 13

Sitting up, he gently pushed me off of him, and onto my back. I smiled. I knew he would take charge at one point or another.14

Tugging his shirt off he leaned in to kiss me again. I went for the button to his pants and ripped them open, shoving my hand in to find him. He felt slink in my hands, rich with need. I stroked him, bringing a sound of pleasure from the lips that covered my own.15

He stood up abruptly, letting his pants fall to the floor. Then pulled me to my feet, dragged my dress up over my head, and threw it aside. 16

He bent down, picked me up, threw me on the bed, and then stripped off his boxers.17

He moved over me, dropping kisses up my legs. I shivered at the feeling, and squirmed underneath his gentle touch. He knew what he was doing to me, and he loved it.18

Passing over the one place I wanted him to touch me most he continued to move up my body, feathering me with kisses all the way. He reached my lips and suddenly stopped. He looked at me, and grinned. With one swift movement he entered me the same moment his lips captured my own, my gasp catching in my throat. 19

I clutched his back as he began to move, filling me with all that he was. Again and again he thrust into me. I began to feel something twist in my stomach. The feeling grew, panning out over my entire body until I felt I would burst.  20

Release came, a bright light bursting from deep inside me, and at the same moment I felt him spill into me.21

For a few moments we lay spent against one another. He moved to lie beside me, and wrapped his arm around my torso. 22

We stayed that way until dawn, when I woke myself up, and dressed. All the while I made sure to check on him. I didn't want to wake him; he was well known and I knew he would never be able to be with me like I need him to be. I never was the type to stay and say goodbye anyway.23

I took one last look at him, kissed him lightly on the cheek and walked out the door, leaving him behind me forever. 24