Recap: "Rin! Stop daydreaming! Espiecially about that worthless little past of yours" Oroka yelled at you. She could see your thoughts, she was now tucked safely into your cloak pocket. "I am sorry Oroka-San." You said walking through the forest slowly. "It seems that we will shortly be having company." her voice was low. You smiled, "....Good"1
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When you left your village you became known as a murderer or "monster" as some called you because you could kill people at the age of 6 without even seeing them. No one had no idea that your doll was the one who could see for you. Oroka was almost like your eyes, she observes the persons fighting style and tells you when to strike or block and other such things. You are the only person who could hear Oroka though, and she can hear your thoughts. When you were young your cried so much that somehow now you have no more tears to cry, all of your tears have dried up somehow. You learned this at te age of 11. Some hunters from your village came after you and you were badly injured. They told you hurtful things, you screamed at Oroka to help you block out the cruel words, but she ignored you telling you that it would help you. You were angered by their words and finnaly lost control, killing them. There cruel words still echoed in your head "Your worth nothing! That is why we are going to kill you little girl, dont you look at yourself in the mirror and see a monster. Oh wait you cant even see the evil that radiates out of you! Now please just die!" these words huanted you along with the other things they had said. It was then that you learned that you could cry, not salty tears though but blood.3
You havent cried since that day, you have never found a reason to. You now know why Oroka wanted you to hear their words... it was because they were true.4
"By the looks of it two men are coming... more hunters." Oroka warned you. Hunters were pests, thinking that they were to come and commit an easy yask of killing a blind girl. You smiled "Im in the mood." at the moment you were full of blood lust, thinking of your past always brought that upon you. You atually did need to fight these people they were your sorce of living. Once you killed them you would take whatever you needed from their supplys. You were running out of food, you were in need of that and you wanted new clothes. In order to get clothes you had to cme across woman that were about your size and steel extra clothing from their supplys. Unfortunatly for you the last woman that you fought dressed like a slutt in your opinion. You were wearing black ninja sandals with black torn up fish net stockings(they werent torn before you travel alot) you also wear a black torn up ninja skirt and a black t shirt. You wear black ffingerless gloves becouse of the cold, but no on really sees your clothing because you wear a black cloak with a hood that is usually pulled over your head. Becasue of your special eyes you wear a black peice of cloth over them, a black blindfold. Your black hair is usually messsy, you dont care much about your looks, in fact you dont care much about anything. You simply roam around the forest sleeping eating and killing, and that is basically the make up of your life.5
"Rin they are about 300 meters away." Oroka spoke into your mind. You stopped your feet standing motionless as your cloak swayed slowly by your feet. You awaited the two hunters, the ones who thought they were to kill you but were to be deathly wrong. 6
There was soon two thuds on the ground not 100 feet away from you, they were here. "This will bring in good payment, I need some more money any way." one of them snickered. "Shut up and focus on the mission would ya?!" "hehhe im sorry its just that why would he send us on a mission fighting a blind girl, this has got to be an easy mission!" these men were starting to make you angry, they knew nothing of what was to happen. "Ok now, lets get this over with already." one of the men said and you heard the shing of a sword being taken from its pouch. You heard the quick footsteps of the man running towards you, you readied yourself. "Now!" Oroka yelled. You followed her order and jumped into the air over the man. While in the air you grabbed two Kunai from your pouck and threw them towards the sound of the mans heavy steps. You heard a yell and were glad that your aim was right. "Where was he hit?" you whispered. ".... in the back, both hit his upper back." Oroka told you. "Flip!" Oroka commanded. You did as demanded and did a few backflips to the left of you. You heard the thud of kunais hit a nearby tree where you were standing before you flipped out of the way. You counted 5 thuds. "Throw a few kunai to your right." Oroka demanded again and you again did as you were told and took out 3 kunai quickly threw them. You were rewarded by a scream and a thud to the ground. You smiled as the sound of blood splattered in drops to the ground. You stood up slowly and walked towards the sound of staggered breathing. You kneeled down to the man and ran your hand over the warm blood that coated his chest. "You THOUGHT you could kill me didnt you?.... You THOUGHT i would be easy to kill.... And You THOUGHT that you would live throught this. And thats exactly what happened to you..." you wrapped your hand around one of the Kunai that lay lodged in his chest, "YOU THOUGHT!" you pushed the Kunai deeper into his flesh and earned one last scream before the breathing finnally stopped and more warm blood flooded over the wound. The blood felt good on your cold hands as you pulled them away from the lifeless body. You grinned your usually evil grin before picking up the mans backpack and feeling your way through it. You found nothing of use before your fingers came upon something smooth. You pulled out a small smooth peice of paper. You held it in your hands stroking the smooth surface. "Oroka.... what is this?" you whispered. "It looks to be a photo... the man must have had a family because there is a little boy and girl in the picture along with the man himself and what looks to be his wife." Orokas words filled your empty heart 'Family' .... that word echoed in your mind. You crumpled the peice of paper in your bloodied hands and stuffed it in your pocket. You stood up, no longer in the mood you were before. You stepped over the mans lifeless body and walked in the direction you were walking in before. 7
'That man had a family... he had a wife who he probably loved dearly...and children that he would die for... he loved them.... and it is love that brings them down. Love is so much like with supidity. I was loved like that once... and I know why I am not now. His wife was probably pretty and he would do anything for her. Would someone ever love me?' you broke your own thoughts as you walked. "Oroka-San... am I.... am....I.... pretty?" you asked unsure of your unusualy mood at the moment. "........ why do you ask stupid questions Rin? You know that answer for I have told you many times before. You are not pretty, you are ugly... no man would ever want you for the things that the hunters say about you are true. You ARE a monster. Dont ask that question again... no one will ever love you! You only live to take care of me!" you listened to Orokas harsh words. These words had to be true, everything else she told you was true. "I am sorry...Oroka-San." you apologized as you kept walking. Little did you know that the two hunters were not the only people that you would encounter that day.....
Author notes
2nd chapter. yeah. enjoy!
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no not even close to bad
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So Sweet...In It's Own Way ^_^


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Good, very good, really great. I like it. ^^ It's somewhat sad that Rin doesn't understand that love really makes you stronger though. But hopeful she will!!!! XD
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YAY
Blood for tears...That would suck! Poor Rin..
