you

I don’t get why you didn’t know what I was talking about when I asked you whether you were telling the truth or not. I really do love you and I know it was just one night but ever since I met you I knew something would happen between us. But now I get the feeling that it was all just a bit of fun, that you didn’t actually mean it. I hate that all I can think about was that one night and I can’t eat properly and I’m always feeling sick when I’m not around you. Your friend won’t tell me how you feel but I really want to know. I think we would be a good couple.1

I don’t care about how much younger you are or how much smaller. You’ll grow, but truthfully I don’t care I just care about the way I feel when I’m close to you. When I’m close to you I feel safe. I’m not even going out with you and I get these feelings the feeling that you are a loving and caring guy. For goodness sake why did you grab my hand, why did you have your arm around me, on my breast, Why did you fiddle with my hair and touch my face like you wanted to kiss me, if it was all just a joke and a bit of fun to see what it would be like? Just tell me how you feel.2

Just tell me whether it’s true or not. This feeling I feel is it true or are you messing with my feelings messing with my heart. You know it’s not right to do this with a girls heart, to break it in two, that can’t be put back together can it. Apparently you’ve never had a girl friend but the way you were acting with me would say that you have and actually you’re a really good boyfriend. I can’t believe this happened when I was going out with someone and you knew I was to, but you still lead me on. I guess it showed me that I could o better, that actually the guy I was with might have loved me but he didn’t show it and I never knew how he felt because he never showed me or told me. But your different, you show you feelings and you do talk to me as well. But when I need to know how you feel the most your not telling me and it’s messing with my head. Perhaps its because your scared or because your shy, shy that you wouldn’t know what to do after you had admitted it. I don’t care what would happen after you told me I just really need to know because it’s getting to me.3