Rain Drops

The raindrops fell outside peacefully splattering on the concrete.I watched in amazement wishing i could just go outside to let it all just fall on me or to fly to the clouds way up high away from here and have the cold water against my face. yes but i know i can not leave it is just about the human dream to fly, some to get away from thsi hell hole and others just to see for themselves what it would be like.I'm in my room looking out the window so instead i just lie down on my bed not wanting to look at the rain. I wonder if anyone will bother to call me on this cold night on spring break. ALmost everyone is out of town so i didn't expect much from anyone. I just think about my counselor at school and how I promised her i wouldn't cut this whole week away from her. So every time i get the urge i write about a hundred times "remember our promise" because that is what she said. It seems like I must be real bored to think about all these things bu really don't you ever wonder if you could just forget about all of them...and just move on and just get away from here without anyone puling you back? well that is what I wish so I wouldn't have to deal with all these people "worrying" about me.1

I get up from my bed and leave my bedroom to the front door. When i get there i have no idea where i thought i was going so i just stand there with my hand on th door knob. Then i just turn it and can smell the wonderful rain. I step outside and the rain isn't all that cold. It feels like my sorrows could just be washed away by the warm rain. Like each raindrop stands for a tear I have shed. THen i see my mom pull up in the driveway so i run inside...ready for me to go on with my life2