The First Time

Tonight tis to be our first night. Not just our first night...but your first night. The first time you ever give yourself to anybody. I still cannot believe that I am to be the one who you give this precious gift...yourself...to. I have been with many in the past, both women and men. I have always been confident and sure of myself. As well as rather rough and demanding. In fact, I have insisted on being called Master and calling all the shots. Doing what I pleased to my partner...although their pleasure was always foremost in my mind, nonetheless I was hard and dominating. 1

But this time tis different. The feelings are very different. The motivation tis different. You... are different.2

I carry you into the bedroom, your arms wrapped around my neck and your face downcast. You are literally blushing and I cannot stop the grin that erupts from my face. I stand next to the bed...just holding you in my arms and looking at your face. Our eyes melt together and behind the love, I see the fear in yours. 3

"It shall be alright darlin'...I promise you." I say softly.4

You nod and smile bravely, eyes glistening with a few unshed tears. I lay you on the bed tenderly and look down upon you. You make no move to go forward and I understand why. Never having done such a thing, you are waiting for me to make the moves. Tis alright with me...I know what to do. 5

I loosen my tie, unbutton my shirt. Pulling it off, I smile at you again. I remove my shoes and socks, leaving my trousers on for the moment. I lower myself to the bed and sit beside you, bending down to give you a long and passionate kiss. When we are finished kissing for the moment, I whisper as I look into your eyes once more "I love you sweetheart..."6

"I love you too." you respond with a sweet sigh made of pure love and desire for me...and what is to come. 7

Shyly you reach a hand up to touch my chest and I shudder from the pleasure that such a simple gesture brings to me. I feel you starting to relax a bit and grow bolder in your caresses as I smile down at you encouragingly. I have all the patience in the world...I lean over you so that you may freely run your hands over my body. When you come to my trousers you hesitate shyly, blushing once more. 8

"Sit up a bit darlin'..." I say softly and you do so. I reach behind you and undo the dozens of pearly buttons that line the back of your dress. As I unfasten them the dress falls away from your shoulders and your top half is revealed to me.9

I leave your lingerie in place and begin placing tender kisses on your skin...kissing your neck, shoulders, collarbone...then the tender swells that rise up from your brassiere. You gasp and arch your back, straining toward me...wanting more. I give it to you.10

Slowly I ease the straps down and then unhook your brassiere...kissing and licking on your breasts until your nips are stiff and you grab my head in your excitement. 11

“Ooohhh...” you moan breathlessly “that feels so good Terry.”12

“I am glad of that darlin'...” I moan as I look up at you and smile into your eyes. I push your breasts together with my head between them making you giggle. I lick my way back up your chest over your neck and then our lips meet again. More passion now fills your response to my kissing...and your arms again wrap around me and hold on tight. 13

“I love you...I love you...” you whisper to me between kisses.
I stand, and move behind you now...kissing your neck as I help you to lift your hips and then slide your gown all the way off you. Now you are wearing nothing but your panties, garter belt, and stockings. You flush a bit and with your arms try to hide your body but I gently grab hold of them as I nibble gently on each shoulder.14

“Don't try to hide your beautiful body from me my precious.” 15

“But I feel so...” you start to protest. I come around to face you again and silence you by kissing your lips once more. When we stop the kiss, you catch your breath and then again start to say something.16

“Don't you understand? You are the one that I love sweetheart. Tis all of you that I want to love...everything.” my voice is low and reassuring and I run my hands up and down your arms, feeling the gooseflesh that pops up on them. 17

Gently I push you onto your back and climb onto the bed beside you. Resting my head on a hand, I use the other one to touch you. Gently at first...running over your curves and lightly teasing your nipples until they are hard again. Then more urgently as I rub across your lush belly and down toward that spot between your legs...18

"Oh!" you gasp as I spread open your legs and stroke your inner thighs softly. I can almost smell your sex as your juices start to flow even before my fingers reach their destination. 19

"Do you want me darlin'?" I ask even though I am pretty sure that I can read the answer in your eyes. My hand pauses in its journey...waiting and teasing you. 20

"Of course I do!" your voice tis so urgent that it reaches into My heart and pulls hard on it.21

"I want you too my precious...more than I have ever wanted anyone in My life." My fingers touch you now...inside. I dip my fingers into the creme that has already begun to pool up and then rub upwards...feeling the shudder that spreads throughout your entire body. As I continue caressing you I lean forward and our lips meet in an even more passionate kiss. My mind is whirling with so many thoughts and feelings. I am afraid, tis true. Not only afraid of hurting you...this first time which is so important to us both...but also afraid of what the future might hold. This is all so new to me...22

"Oh Terry" you breathe against my lips "I think I am going to..."
Without finishing your words you grasp my shoulders and begin to shiver and shake all over...your legs close over my hand and I feel a flood of hot juices as you climax...and then, when I slide my finger inside of you slowly, you climax again. 23

"Yes baby...that's it. That's a good girl." I encourage, feeling the waves that roll through your body finally begin to submerge. You slowly relax your legs again and I pull my hand away then slide it up to your mouth. You look surprised as I put my finger...covered in your juices...into your mouth but you do not protest. With a slight blush you suck on it, tasting yourself. 24

I smile at you and nod when you again shyly began to touch me...your soft hands caressing my chest and belly...and I do the same to you. We cuddle and rub hands all over one another just enjoying the feeling of our flesh connecting. We kiss once more...slowly and tenderly, with smiles in our eyes and within our hearts. 25

"I love you." I say between kisses. My hand is now rubbing over your back and you shiver at my touch. 26

"I love you too..." you respond. You are caressing my arms, then my chest...causing a delightful feeling to envelope my body. I kiss you once more and decide tis time for you to have another orgasm....27

I kiss my way down your soft and yielding body...over your collarbone and breasts, down your curved belly and then nibbling on your inner thighs, making you shudder and softly moan. I spread your legs even further apart and let my mouth rest at the very top...waiting and teasing you. 28

I look up at you with a question in my eyes. I wish to know if tis alright with you for me to go further here...further than anybody has ever gone with you. I see the answer written all over your face as you gaze back at me but your words erase any doubt as you cry out.29

"Please Terry...please..." 30

With a smile I use my fingers to spread apart your lips...and I gently apply my tongue to the pink flesh within. Immediately your entire body reacts to this simple touch. I begin licking the spot that tis throbbing the most and am rewarded when it grows larger and throbs all the more. As I slide my tongue down to dip inside of you from the sweet creme within you grab my head and begin rocking up and down. 31

"Ohhh...yes...YES!" you cry out as I lick and suck harder and faster and you hold on harder while wrapping your legs around my shoulders. I can feel that you are very very close...I flick my tongue over your hard button once, twice, thrice, and then your hips buck up and down frantically and you explode. I struggle to keep my mouth in place and ride the wave out with you...the hot juices that cover my tongue feeding a hunger deep within me. 32

You taste so very good my precious darling... I drink in all of the sweet nectar until your hands lift my head and you beg me in a voice weakened from panting and crying out in pleasure "please stop for a moment...I cannot take any more!" 33

"Ahhh, of course darling." I respond with a smile as I catch my own breath and slide up your body so that we are face to face again. This time you do not hesitant...do not blush or have to be encouraged by me. You eagerly kiss and lick your own juices from my face, moaning and saying "mmmmm..." as you do so. 34

We lay together just snuggling and holding one another for a time as we both gather our strength and energy for even more lovemaking. It feels so good to be this close to you...our bare skin touching and our hearts beating in rhythm with one another. I gently caress your still stocking covered thighs as you rub your hand over my back and then down toward my lower half which is still clad in my black dress trousers. 35

"Please Terry...take off your slacks now?" You blush as you ask this but tis a very urgent request at the same time. I smile with anticipation as I unbutton my trousers, unzip them, and lift my hips in order to remove them. Now I am entirely nude and I wonder just how shy you are going to be remaining now.36

With a great deal of confidence in fact, you stroke your soft hands all over my body. I especially enjoy feeling you touch my chest. The muscles tense and my nipples become stiff with the pleasure...and tis not only my nipples that are stiff. 37

I let out a moan of desire as your hands dip lower over my stomach and then down to my manhood. Suddenly you are a bit nervous again...you touch me with your hand shaking and your eyes meet mine. There is genuine uncertainty on your beautiful face, which touches me to no end. 38

"Tis alright sweetheart" I assure you tenderly and cover your trembling hand with my own. I guide you showing you how to touch me until you have the idea and are doing quite well on your own. I feel on fire with love and the need for being inside you...being joined together...becoming one. 39

I gently lay you on your back as you continue to stroke me and once again touch you between your legs. You gasp as your very sensitive flesh tis caressed back into arousal once more. I spread your legs very far apart and get onto my knees. Once more I look into your eyes...I feel almost as nervous as you surely must be as I prepare to join with you as nobody else has ever done before...or ever shall again. I know that you meant your vows to me as much as I meant mine to you. I shall be your first lover...and I shall also be your last. Just the very thought of this makes my eyes tear up for a moment. Of course you notice the pooling in my eyes straight off and lift a hand to touch the skin beneath. 40

"Terry...what tis wrong?" you ask in your soft and concerned voice. 41

"Nothing my love. I am just so very happy..." I position myself above you now with my manhood pressed against your slit. Eyes locked together we both smile although I know this tis going to hurt you a bit...I also know that you are going to love it as well. Because you love me. 42

I continue to fondle you as I push slowly inside of you. I see the bright flash of pain in your eyes...feel your body begin to tense up...but I rub gently over your hard button and lower my mouth to kiss you and you relax once more. In fact...you do more than relax. You begin to tremble and your breathing quickens. Your legs wrap around me as I begin to move inside you...your hips move with mine in a perfect rhythm. We are one now...truly joined together. 43

Both of us begin to feel the building of our climax at the same time. I feel you clutch and pull at me with your entire being...as the volcano inside me starts to erupt. We both gush at the same time...both crying out loudly at the pleasure that courses through us...both calling one another's names and saying words of love over and over...44

As the waves subside tis time for cuddling and more soft kisses. I stay inside of you and roll us both onto our sides so that we are facing one another and in each others arms for the longest time. Neither of us wishes to let go. Finally... after the long time that we have waited to be together...neither of us has to let go. We are at last joined together for all time. 45

"I love you" we both say... at the exact same time.