*Cries* I Just can't take it!!

Don't you just hate it when you lose a friend? Does it feel the same when you dump a friend? Cause right now, i think it's worse. I can't stand it. I've tried getting rid of them, but they just follow me around, spitting out words of hate and anger. They say i do the things that i do for attention, when really i couldn't care less. They need attention, i think, so they spend their time making fun of me to themselves feel better. Online...here...they sit there at their computer, harassing me.1

At school, just knowing we're in the same class stresses me out so much i start to cry. I have to leave the class and go to the bathroom, just to splash water on my face and try to keep the tears under control. It's so stressing that my grades have been dropping. i used to be a straight A student, know it's down to B's and i can't concentrate in class.2

At home, i talk to my mom as much as i can. First i'll get angry at them, yelling about how much i hate them, and then threatening. But after all that's done, i can't help but collapse under the pressure. I cry my eyes out at night before i go to sleep, knowing i'll have to live through yet another day at the school. The school that used to be safe, and nice. The school that has been turned into my living Hell...because of that person.

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I can't take anymore of this pounding. It's cracking my soul, breaking my spirit. I can't live like this.

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  • The Great Jiraiya
    September 22, 2008
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    damn really, you see this is why you need to make strong friends lol

  • The Great Jiraiya
    September 22, 2008

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    Wow
    Thats crazy
    Ok you see I think I have a solution to that....Just here me out for a second, you dont have to do it but it would be funny though......
    What you have to do is, walk up to this person nonchalantly, look at him/her, and be like......."Why are you being such an asshole, is it because your family hates you or are you just on that type of stage when you know your about to get raped by your father again; oh dont answer yet.....why are you so pissed off, listen we all know that your not gonna apply to anything in life but that doesnt mean you can take it out on little old me whose probably gonna be a very successful writer other than you who is going to be a whore in new york somewhere

    And you can just continue from there, this is what I wouldve said.....remember you dont have to do it if you dont want too
    All i'm saying is, your smarter than that person, use that beautiful brain of yours......you'll think of something, call me back up to tell me what happened

  • Darkess
    September 22, 2008
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    oo i hate people like that. they're all cow lards. i loved your story tho. even if it was tragic.

  • Much-Dipstick
    September 22, 2008

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    Hey, ouch, what a story. No one should be able to make your grades drop with their bullying. You need to slow down and take a bit of break from just thinking about it. Here's what I'd advise. Sit back in your chair and take a couple of deep breaths. Relax your shoulders and keep breathing nice and slowly. Take it slow and gently for a bit this evening, just nice and steady. Maybe play some soothing music? Do whatever helps you relax most. Then apply for entry of Dipschat and come talk to me about it. No more worrying, I can sort this out ! !

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