Bucket List

1) Sky dive- without being attatched to an instructor or someone1

2) Sing in front of a crowd2

3) Get a book published3

4) Swim on the Great Barrier Reef4

5) Scream and shout at all the people that i've wanted to scream, and shout, and rant at in the last two years (because, well before that it's just pathetic to hold a grudge too long). 5

6) I want to jump up and down, dancing and singing at people who i think are wrong- ask if you want to know but don't take offense at my answer, you did want to know after all6

7) find real love and have it returned7

8) Kiss in the pouring rain, getting absolutely soaked but not caring in the least because i'm eternally happy in that moment8

9) Tell people what i really think about them and not need to worry about the consequences because i'll have kicked the bucket' 9

by then (pardon the pun, i couldn't contain myself)10

10) Get a Tatoo, no- three tatoos! butterfly on my hip, a heart on my hand and a pentacle either on my ankle or on the back of my neck11

11) Travel across America- just something i've always wanted to do12

12) save someone's life, i don't know how or why, i just really want to do this. whether it's by pulling them out of the way of a speeding milk float (LOL) or by talking them out of suicide13

13) Visit New York at christmas and spend as much money as i want on clothes, broadway, everything. sometimes we just need to treat ourselves and those we love. i think dying's a good enough reason.14

14)take a hot air balloon ride over spectacular landscapes- the africa savanah, the Alps- with the person who means the most to me in the whole world15

15) spend my last day with the people i love and who love me