I'm Sorry

What hurts the most is nowing that i broke your heart
and now I'm falling apart
i wish i never gone and done this1

but whats done is done
nowing that you won't give me another chance
i give up on love
and even life2

i put a mark on my wrist for where the razor blade goes
most likely knowing you silted your wrist
I'm taking that pain way for you by ending my life3

as i write my last words on a piece of paper
hopeing praying that you'll understand why i committed suicide
as i write i cry wishing you where there to help me
and holding me in your warm embrace so i could feel atlest a bit safe again4

as i put the pen down i look at the letter and kiss it
just like i would you if you where here right beside me5


i pick up the razor and look at it for a minute
continuing to my wrist
i put it on my soft skin and start to move it back and forth
blood floods out of my arm as i cry in pain
my site gets blurry
as i start to black out
nowing i cuted my vain
i try to make my way to the picture frame to see your face one last time
i put out my good arm and reach for the frame
once i get it  look at it whispering my last words
"..I'm sorry.."
i black out too never awake again...