I am wondering why tis that some people hate so much...for no particular reason other than they are told to do so. Tis not there own personal choice or beliefs that colour their choice to hate. Perhaps tis the society they live in or what their parents told them to do...1
The word prejudice comes to mind...in My case I was told to hate the Catholics and to embrace the God of My da...never mind why. I was told to hate the British and again...never mind why. 2
Most of My life was spent having to hate...or at least pretend to hate. When really...deep down...all I wanted to do was love. 3
Yet...I am not sure how to love. Because it was not something twas taught to Me. Or when that word was said twas either a "but" or a "so" attached to it. 4
Just because you want something does not mean you know how to do it. When it comes to love I have bungled it up pretty well...made a fine mess of things I have. 5
When it comes to hate...I have learned quite well how to hate one thing, one person...quite well. That would be Myself.
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I hope that you have learned how to love yourself at this point, T. It is the only way to be free to love other people well.
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It is good to examine you soul and to see any deficiencies that may be there. It is truly in your hands as to what you do with that self examination. With love.... ahhh I do not know one soul that has not "bungled" it at one time or another. -Laughs softly- Do not be so hard on yourself. You have taken the steps to change, that is what's important. -
You haven't messed up love, you are learning to love and in that learning mistakes are made. Love is a tough ol' bird and can't be messed up to bad when its true.
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If you say so... *hugs*
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I know so! This is a time when I'll be bossy to you, don't give up on it because even those of us taught to love all our lives feel that we screw it up sometimes.
*hugs*
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