There was this one guy who was only beautiful in my eyes.2
Everyone said he was ugly and made fun of him.3
I thought he was so amazing!4
But I had to keep it a secret.5
Or I will be made fun of.6
I’d daydream about him all the time.7
He was perfect for me.8
I pictured us all the time as a couple.9
Somewhere deep down I knew nothing was there.10
No feelings for him.......just nothing.11
I knew he would never see me, meet me, or get to know me.12
But I knew so much about him!13
He was a great person......just everything to me.14
If he heard my name it wouldn’t ring a bell.15
He’d think of me as one of his crazy fans.16
I’d see and hear him every day and wish I knew him.17
I had fallen in love with him in my daydreams.18
But I knew I would never have a chance to fall in love with him in real life.19
I hate him but yet I love him so much.20
I will always love him as an inspirational person and a rock star.21
I did not love him in the same way I had thought I loved him.22
I will always love him and think he is so beautiful.23
But I have to face the facts.24
He is just my celebrity crush: it’s fake, not real, we never will happen.25
It hurts
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Good job Cat! it was sweetical! i want some coffee!

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