The way you make me feel scares me

Do i want you1

I just don't know 2

I think my feelings died a while ago 3

The way you hold me just makes me wonder 4

Why I'm not gone and fallen under 5

Your touch make me shudder but it also makes me cower 6

When your fangs are buried deep in my skin 7

I squirm in excitement 8

Making me whimper and pull away 9

Afraid that my life was just at your mercy and i enjoyed it10

I love it and i hate it11

The way your lips feel against the racing pulse in my neck 12

Causing goosebumps to raise on my body13

Your warm breath tickling across the back of my neck14

Making hair on the back of my neck stand on end 15

Forcing my body to shiver involuntarily 16

The soft gently movements of your tough running over my lips 17

Begging for me to submit to your every whim 18

I should fight against you 19

But it feels so warm so nice 20

Your eyes look deep into mine 21

There is a small shard of something 22

Hidden in their colours23

Slowly it shows 24

Filling with a full blazing look of lust 25

Want 26

I try to push these feelings you show aside 27

Because i know you don't love me as i do not love you 28

But if this is true29

Why do i have this burning need to be in your arms 30

This feeling 31

This uncertainty 32

That has flooded my mind and driven me to the edge of my sanity33

One more touch 34

One more kiss 35

And i will be lost 36

Your slave 37

I cant fight you when you tackle me 38

To weak to move back 39

You will be free to do with me as you please 40

Knowing i can't cry out in protest when your throbbing manhood enters my innocent body 41

Causing me to cry at the pain you are causing42

I tug away 43

But you pin me down so i can not run 44

Throwing yourself faster, harder45

Deeper into my body 46

Stealing what innocents i had ever possessed 47

You cum in me 48

So nice and warm then you exit49

Me all hurt and torn 50

Once your done with me 51

Once again i am left feeling cold alone and abused 52

All these feelings come to much for me to bare 53

And all i can do is lay and weep the pain i feel 54

Till the day i will be freed from you comes into my grasp..i am yours