For the tears that we all cry

As the week's last day is dying into yesterday my heart is heavy and filled with worry, i have given love to the shadows that i hold with in but one flame burns for a special woman in my world she is now broken and feels the pain that i hide inside i never wanted her to feel this dreadful hurt i was trying to seal
my eyes are filled with tears of anger and worry while her's are filled with the tears i once cried for my beloved who left me so harshly in these tears.oh so nasty,are the feelings of heartache,pain,loss,worry,uncertainty all the feelings that aren't meant to mean happy are laced in these tears that fall from her danger filled moss green eyes oh so calming and oh so mysterious,first come the tears that just wont stop then the unwanted tears that make you hurt and frustrated making you cry harder until the tears just stop and the numbness sinks in making you feel hollow,my should shall be here for when you cry and when you fall my shirt soaking in the tears that run down your lightly freckled cheeks, please stop those tears cause they are leaving me cry on the floor, i can't stand to see you in this pain,i wish i could just take you away from all this terror of reality,taking your heart into my hands and mending it back to it's once whole self, i wish to protect you from these horrors we all once have faced but that is not the way it is to be you will be forced to take on these nightmares and i will be forced to stand back and watch, this is unfair, all my want's of keeping you safe are fading, the chains of pain and fear around my heart grow link by link it becomes harder to let people in for the fear of feeling that depressive feeling again,I'm scared, for me,for my friends, for my family,I'm scared that the love i once gave them will turn bitter and eventually disappear as if it's a close person to your heart dying 'ashes to ashes,dust to dust' blown away in the cold night air are the feelings that once would have made you smile and laugh, now are the feelings of nothingness, the world in your eyes once filled with happiness,with colours oh so bright and playful has drained into a world of horror and numbness, tears washing all the colours away while screams fill the world,darkness reaching from the shadows turning a world of light into a world of darkness, fear reaching to your very core, that is what i fear and wish never to behold that day..the day the world dies, but this is how love works it cant be stopped or tamed...let your heart love but don't let love kill your world or take you inocence