The monster I once loved:part 10

Officer McAllister sat me down in A chair next to his desk and turned on his computer.I look down at my feet,Annie placed her hand on my shoulder.He smiles at me in a comforting way "Adrian,can you tell me exactly what happend,start from the very begining and tell me every detail".I start out okay,telling him who my boyfriend was,how everything started.But when I got to talking about the past few days,I broke down and shook my head violently "no,no,NO! i'm not doing this,no!'.Annie looks at me "Adrian,please,you can do this,please,just tell him what happend".I shook my head agai,standing up this time,the tears flowing faster then before "no,i'm sorry,no".Officer McAllister stands up,walking twords me as I walk backwards "no,go away,i'm sorry".I run outside and I didn't stop.I ran faster and faster untill I saw the bus.I wipe my eyes and sit in the back.I could feel people looking at me with skeptical,maybe even worried eyes.1

I pull the chord and try to calm myself down while I walk home.I need to see my mom,I need her.How pathetic of me.I'm suppose to be strong,yet I need my mommy to make me feel better.As I walk inside the house my jaw dropped.There sat my mom on the couch,and Max across from her.Fake worry covers his face as he jumps up and hugs me "Adrian,where were you?I was so worried".I don't say anything,I just stand here,numb.My mom grabs me in one of her super motherly hugs "oh sweetie,where did you go? Max came over last night when he saw you had left".I pull away from her "im sorry".2

Max pulls me to the couch "Mrs.Watson,do you want to ask her forfor me?".My mother smiles at me,I feel like a snowball is stuck in my throat."Sweetie,Max was wandering if you wanted to go to the lake for a few weeks with his family".I didn't answer at first.All I could think about was what would happen to me as soon as Max and I were alone.I look at my mom "um,well I don't know..what about school?".She laughs "thats okay honey,your grades are doing great,and schools almost over anyways".I tried to think of some other excuse,but I couldn't,so I gave up "when are we leaving?".Max smiles at me "tonight,your stuff is already packed".I stand up and look at my mother.I knew this would probaly be the last time I see her.I hold my arms out to her,and hug her tightly "I love you mom" I whisper to her.I can feel her smile "I love you too Adrian".And that was it,Max grabs my hand and pulls me to his car.3

We didn't speak as he drove to his house,he just glared at the road.I got nervous while he parked in the driveway,but he didn't speak,just went inside,grabbed his stuff and shoved it in the trunk.As he sat down in the drivers seat he turned to look at me "Don't you EVER try and leave me again,do you understand me?".I nod my head "yes Max,i'm sorry".He started the car and laughed wickedly "were gonna have such a good time!".4

I didn't want to go.I knew that if I was alone with him like this,I would surley die.But as I sat in the car,staring at him from the corner of my eye.I knew that I would welcome it gladly.Theres no help for me,and if I had to die,I would die.I wasn't sad about it.I wasn't even scared.I look at Max and smile "I can harldy wait".5