Lord Help Me

In May two girls met on 8baller.co.uk.1

One in TX one in IA.2

After talking for a bit, the one in TX asked if she could have the email address of the one in IA.3

The other one agreed and gave it to her, not knowing what would lie ahead. The began to talk every day, hours on end, happily.4

They told eachother why they were sad, they helped eachother through hard times.All the while they were lying to their parents.5

Going against their wishes. Then the one in IA relized she didn't want to continue lying. And continue lying for her whole life.6

The one in TX began to get very sad and also very angry. The one in IA felt really bad too. And she wished the one in TX could understand. The one in TX didn't understand that the in Iowa couldn't tell her Mother. But she also didn't understand that God had used the two of them. To help eachother out. And then that was were it had to end and they no longer needed one another. The one in IA finally got back to the arms of her Father. And the on in TX had the comfort she needed to go on. They both got what God wanted to happen. The road came to a fork, where they had to part. Taking their own path through life. The one in IA wanted to stop lying so bad, but the one in TX hurt her and pressured so deeply to stay and lie and talk to her, even after she agreed. The one in IA had three options. (1) She could tell her Mom, her Mom would get very angry and tell her Dad, by then her brother would of known and told alot of people and it would spread, also by then the Mother would have too. The Father would also punish her very harshly, without mercy. After the punishment she still would not get to talk to the one in TX, or talk to anyone.Her friends would know.7

Her whole Family would know. Everyone would. Everyone would not like her anymore. All of her trust would be gone. 8

Her whole life everyone would remember that and hold it against her. One time when Abby was little, she gave away her ultra sound pictures to one of her friends. She didn't know what she was doing and why they were important when she was little. To this very day they hold that against her and everyone yells at her still for it.9

She suffers deeply for it. She still yet has trust to gain back from that momment that happened years ago. 10

(2) She could continue talking to the girl in TX, and continue lying and continue sinning, and eventually the Mother would find out, and option number one would happen, but only much worse.11

Much much worse.12

(3) The one from TX and IA could say goodbyes, and remember eachother in there hearts, send an occasional email, but not carry on their daily sinning and lying. And the one from IA would not have to deal with the other life long punishments. She already suffers one. One she will never forget.13

She already has the guilt of saying mean things. Many hurtfull things. And lying. As said before the girl in IA and TX had already accomplished what the Lord wanted. 14

And the girl in IA is only trying to obey her Father, but the one in TX's love and anger gets in the way, and it fears the one in IA, and saddens her. The one in IA's life is already hard, shes about to have surgery, she is having this, the on in TX might do something she will forget while she is unable to tend to the computer due to a knee. All the one in IA wishes is that this could be over. End the pain. She prays day and night that the one in TX will make the right choice, so it will be all over, and they will live happily.