Take Away My Pain

"I love you." Three simple words...I can't say anymore. Not to anyone. I cry. I hate it all. I hate everything around me. No one left. I lost my best friends. We fought too much. We hate each others guts. I guess. I mean...They treat me like sh!t. So I don't care. 1

I love him so much. But...It will only get taken away. Taken away from me. Again. I mean. Its already starting. My emotional status...Is so...Low. I can't control it anymore. I could cry because of something stupid. I can't be alone. 2

My mental status is low. I can't remember things more. And I can't think straight. My minds going insane. I am going insane. I hate it but its true. 3

I need you more than ever now. It will be taken away soon. I need you now. I need you in my life. Your voice is the light in my shadow. It will be all taken away. Help me now. 4

Help me5

Save me6

Try to7

Understand 8

this.9

I can't10

You can11

Maybe. 12

I don't know. I don't feel. I want you to hold me close. And never let go. I want to feel your heartbeat. Hear your voice. Help me more than ever. 13

Save me now or never. My brains going down. I want your voice. I want your heart. I need you more than know. 14

I can't live without. I hate not talking to you. I hate when you're hurt. I hate when you yell. I hate when I annoy you. I hate when I make you yell. I hate when I hurt you. I hate when you cry. I hate how I couldn't be there for you. 15

I just want you to know.16

I love you more than ever.17

I love you forever. I can't think about you leaving.18

When you said you were going to leave me. When you said we couldn't be together. Twice in one day. I wanted to shot myself in the head. I almost killed myself. I wanted to...know if we were still in love. And now I do. I know you're my angel. I know you're the one for me. The guy of my dreams. From your voice to your thoughts to your personalities. Everything about you...I've always dreamed of. My perfect person.19

I don't know how you came into my life so suddenly. And I don't really care. You've torn, re-stitched, and replaced parts of my heart. And myself. Things other people couldn't do.20

I thank you for that. I love you so much. More than you will ever know. 21

I hate the things I say. I hate the things I always do. I'm sorry you have to take this sh!t through and through. I hate the factors in my life that f*ck yours up. I hate the fact I always hurt you. Just...Forgive me please. 22

I'm losing all my sanity. I'm falling back into f*cking darkness. 23

Just save me before you're taken away.