"Durch Fremde Hand" (By Strangers Hands) [Alexis]

*Please tell me if my German -> English translation is incorrect.1

L'Âme Immortelle-Durch Fremde Hand2

It was raining when I first met you. I was sixteen at the time. Sixteen and naïve. I didn't know what you were going to do to me at the time, and I wished that you'd told me or that I had asked you.3

You took me to your house for a glass of wine. I shouldn't have gone for that, you know that? But I did.4

"Come on, Alexis, it won't be so bad.," you said to me seductively.5

I did a dance for you in the clothes that I wore, clinging to my body and soaking wet. During all of this I could hear the lyrics of L'Âme Immortelle's "Durch Fremde Hand". And I know it's all by a stranger's hands the entire time6

So why didn't I get myself up and out? I remember being too intoxicated to do anything, even to stand up for my own self, so I did nothing.7

I tried to stand, but it was hard, it was easier to sit. My body was made of something thick and heavy and I couldn't move when I lie down.8

I remember him being on top of me, his winy breath all on my face and body, covering me with kisses, destroying me with his touch. I had surrendered, I was his.9

When I woke up, he was next to me, finally content. The guy who had wanted me for years finally got me.10