I'm In Love When You Hurt Me

Dear...1

What should I call you? 2

Admireree...is that even a word?3

This all sounds so silly. 4

You probably don't even know who I am, or why I am writing to you. 5

I bet you haven't even got to this part, but congrats if you did.6

I still don't know what to call you, so please don't get mad if I call you 'Dear' for now.7

I'm writing this to explain my love for you. I know it's childish, but I can't get the guts to get next to you. Because when I do, you call me unnecessary names and play mind games with me. You hurt me mentally. You cause me pain every day. You've went as far as to pushing me and calling me a psycho. 8

And here I stand, still loving you.9

So now, do you know who I am? Or do you do this to more guys out there? You treat me like dirt, but I still love every little detail about you. Your hair, your face, your body. You're like an angel to me. 10

So now what to do? You've probably already guessed who I am and crumpled the paper up. Or worse you're still reading, and are showing all your friends, giggling. 11

Either way, I wanted to let you know, that I love you. And you're something special to me. 12

Sincerely the psycho,13

CMM