I did

I said i would i said i would i said i would she repeated over and over. Never stopping for a second.1

"Three months and all she's said is 'i said i would' Julia sighed."2

"You knew when you came here that this case was going to be hard, just let it go she's cracked to deep to be healed Paul exclaimed."3

"No i promised myself coming into this that i wouldn't let another one go Julia stated"4

"Julia.. are you still groping about that Phillips case, there was no telling he was going to kill himself for every apparent reason he was healed it wasn't your fault Paul proclaimed."5

"Your wrong it was my fault and now an innocent boy has died i should have seen it coming but i didn't and for that i can't forgive my self i won't let another one get hurt not again" And with that Julia stalked out of the room.6

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"I said i would i said i would i said i would i said i would i repeated over and over and over again. I know they want me to say more but i can't. It's like my mouth is on autopilot and all it's programed to say is i said i would. I've said it so many the words are etched into my brain. It's all i think. It's all i see. It's all i say. It's been like that since it happened. I don't know what it is but it's bad. Very bad. I've heard them talking about me. They say my mind has been distorted by IT. They say i am flawed, that i have manifested fantasy and some how believe it is real. They are wrong. Part of me would like to inflict pain upon them but i don't. They are of some importance to me. I need them to survive. Or so they think. As long as they think that, i am fine. I will keep on living. But one day i will get revenge for the pain they have caused me.8

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"I know she can say more, Angel is still in there somewhere please don't take this from me Douglas i need to be able heal someone again, Julia begged, I know i can do it i know she can do it, its only a matter of trying" "Please just give me a few more months 5 at the most please, Julia requested."10

"Three months Julia and no more we can't afford to waste time and money on this case, Douglas complied."11

"Thank you Douglas you won't regret it, Julia sighed"      12

"I hope not, Douglas murmurs"13

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"I wonder if she knows that i know, I thought, about the Phillips boy." We are much the same only you see when i decide to kill myself it won't be for a trivial reason such as my life sucks. It will be for revenge. Revenge on the Doctor on my parents for sending me here and on HIM. The man who calls himself God. The man who forced me to watch while he did IT. I hear a noise behind me. The doors opening perhaps. I pretend to ignore it. And like always they are impatient and decide not to wait for me to stop pretending.15

"Angel turn around, Julia demands, I know you know I'm here i can see it in your eyes the knowing the understanding."16

"Through clinched teeth i repeated again, I said I would"17

"How many times are we going to go through this I've told you many times before for me to help you yourself get healed you have to say more then 'I said I would' ,Julia pushed, again I ask, you said you would what?"18

I decided to give into her demands give her a little hope and give me more leeway until i can get the job done. "I said i would.........kill myself, I whispered" There that aughta do it.  But i guess it didn't cause here comes the Doc with more questions.19

"Angel sweetie who did you say this to Julia asked?" I shouldn't give her anymore she'll look into my background. I was lucky last time she didn't go deep enough to find him. This is so frustrating i know HIM yet i don't. Fleeting images are all that are left of that time.20

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Flashback22

"Please don't make me look.......please, a voice sobbed, I promise I'll behave but please don't make me watch"23

In the background you can here muffled screams and an evil laugh. It was suddenly quiet.24

"I told you to keep quiet or else, you didn't think I'd do it did you well I'll show you exactly what I'll do, another voice growled." Slowly the darkness lightens. You see a young girl of 12 tied to a bed. In another room you can hear a young boy tied to a chair crying while he watches his mother then his father slowly die. 25

"Please don't hurt Tommy please don't hurt him the girl cries, I'll do anything." At a closer look you can see the girls clothes are torn her arms and legs are scratched up and there are ugly red welts on her wrists from struggling to get free.26

"Anything hmm that's an interesting proposition the man grins." "Are you willing to be my slave and do my bidding do anything i want man questions."27

"Anything just don't hurt Tommy please he's all i have left the girl sobs." The man slowly walks to the bed. He reaches his hand out to the girl and slides it down her body.28

"I do so enjoy virgins tell me are you a virgin, the man asks."29

"Y-y-y-yes, the girl stammers"30

"Good i will enjoy this so much the man smiles" Slowly he tears the remains of the girls clothes. He touches the girl in places she has never been touched before. He slowly takes off his cloths to reveal his hard male anatomy. Slowly so slowly it's as if times stops he climbs on to the bed. He takes his hands and spreads the girls legs. Watching the girl silently starts to cry but knowing she will only provoke him she doesn't scream. With anger one can't help but feel the man roughly pushes his hardness into the girl.31

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