Diaries of a Girl in Love #3

Dear Diary,1

I talk to my friends about love and loss. Many of them have lost the ones they loved the most. Yet I can’t even think about losing him. Every time I do, I burst out in tears, because losing him would be the worst think that’s ever happened to me. Me without him is like me without air. He is the one that I live for. 2

Thoughts of him keep me moving. They can bring a smile to my face, no matter where I am. I’ll be in class and suddenly a huge smile will spill across my face. Or at the library remembering an old conversation, as I burst into giggles. People would look at me like I’m from Mars, and needed to be institutionalized, but that’s okay. Looking crazy is an extremely small price to pay to be in love with such a wonderful guy.3

My friends say its great, how well we get along. They tell me to treasure every moment I have with him. And boy, I do. But... Other friends say it’s weird. We’ve been going out so many months, and we’re so sure we want to be together for the rest of our lives... yet, we have never fought. No big fights. No major disagreements... Okay. There was this one. He wants to get this coat, and I really think he shouldn’t. But that’s not a fight is it? They say a relationship must have fights and different point of views to be healthy, to be normal. I can’t help but say, our relationship is the healthiest I know... and who decides what’s normal anyways? I see no point in fighting over pointless and stupid things. I’m pretty sure we don’t fight because he feels the same. Neither of us wants to mess this up. We are both so damn happy that we realize there is no point in fighting over the little stuff. Which in the end, just means maybe our relationship is stronger than all those “Healthy Relationships”?4

So I guess what I’m trying to say, is that I don’t care what people think about us. He loves me and I love him, so what does it matter what people think? I’m happier than I have ever been in my entire life so far. I’m positive that in the future, nothing or no one will ever be able to make me as happy as he can.5

To me, Love is a strong word. And I will NEVER, stop loving him.6

From, A Girl in Love.