Why I want to live.

1. My Family. I love my family. Especially my sisters. I love my sisters more than anything and I would do anything, repeat, anything for them. They are my life. And I wanna be there when they get married and stuff and I wanna be an uncle. The awesome uncle that their kids can come to when they wnna run away from home or talk about sex or whatever. And my grandma. She has a wierd disease that makes her lose control and tremble violently. It's mental so she's losing her mental stability too. But she's trying to live and she lives through each day with alot of hardship. She's the strongest person I know and I wanna spend everyday with her before she's gone. And duh! I love my parents. They get me everything I need. And all the support comes from them. 1

2. My bitches.>.>. Mahaa, Michelle and Maham. I know it's pretty weird that their names start from M and they're all girls. But trust me, the kinda people they are, you're missing out. They're the most awesome girls you'll ever meet. I can tell them anything. I can be the biggest goof around and mess up really bad and still have the feeling of being loved. They're my family after my family. I don't get to see them much. But just the feeling that they're there is enough to keep me going. 2

3. ME! Now this might sound concieted. But I love me! I simply adore me! I can't live without me! I am simply to die for. Haha, the irony. No seriously, I do love myself alot. I love my black shiny hair, I love my clothes, I love how I walk, how I talk, how funny I am. I love how I make people laugh. I love how I can draw so well. I'm thankful for everything I have, and I don't wnna lose it right now. 3

4. My sins. Now matter how much I love myself, I know I'm a sinner. And I've done some pretty things in life. Things I don't even remember. But I do know that I need to repent and ask for forgiveness. I need time to right all that I have done wrong. I have sinned, and I need to be forgiven. So I can't die just yet. I can't ask for forgiveness when I'm dead, right?4

5. Frenchfries. I love french fries! I love them! I love potatoes! There is something about them that I just can't resist. And I won't be able to enjoy them if I'm dead. So yeah.5

6. Love. I still haven't fallen in love yet. And I do wnna. I want to find my soulmate. Fall in love, and do all the things that lovers do. I want to pamper someone. I want to brush her hair. I want to take her shopping. I want to make her as happy as she can be. 6

7. Babies. I Want babies. I want babies bad! I want them baaaaad! Babies make me laugh more than anything. I love babies! I can't even tell you how much I love babies! BAbies! I want babies! I can't die yet. I don't have my baby yet! I want a baby!7

8. The world. The world needs to change. I want to change the world. There are some aspects of this world that I depise! I want to change it and that will take time. I can't do that if I'm dead. I won't even belong to this world. 8

9. Fear. I simply fear death. I fear death. Because I don't know what mine will be like. It might be a slow painful one. So I'd rather live than die. 9

10. Necrophylia. It scares the shit out of me and I fear I might get raped when I'm dead. I know I can be raped when I'm alive too. But raped when dead is worse! Ew! I leave my body for two minutes and it's raped! Mother of shame! Hell no! I'm not leaving this sexy piece of work anywhere!

Author notes

One reason why I would want to die:

Gah. This is hard. Erm. I'd say, rapes and honor killings. They scare the shit out of me.

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  • Quixotic Greeters member
    October 1
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    All very wonderful reasons. Great work...well described...enjoyed them all.

    Rian


  • sandancer
    September 1
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    This is cute shit *-*


  • Sekhmet Kitty
    August 24

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    You like da babies then? lol You'd be a cool dad *nods*
    You have good ambitions and it's great that you love your family, I wish there was hell of a lot more of that in the world
    I hope you don't die anytime soon, that would not be good *cries*
    Nice Reasons!

  • Lodkod
    August 17
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    oh so you ask for forgivness so you can go to heaven. Do you feel bad after you sin?


  • elfflower1989
    August 17

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    Lol Aaez, you're hilarious. I threaten all my friends that if they ever die before me, I'm selling their bodies to the highest paying necrophiliac ^^

  • trekkergirl gold member
    August 17

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    okay I liked the story okay... however, you got me when you called your friends, girl friends, "bitches" I personally think of this as an insult. You might not but I do. So this was a complete turn off for me. Before that tho it was flowing well for me. I liked how you we telling me how you felt about everyone in your family. that was nice.


    • Aaez
      August 17
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      I'm sorry you felt that way. No offence was intended.


  • Taylor Renee
    August 16

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    Wow. Aaez. You just made me laugh like crazy.

    I absolutely love you, too. Haha. It doesn't matter if you love me; you're still amazing

    But no worries, I won't rape your naked sexy body. I'll hold back ^^

    Really. This made me giggle!

    You're so cool! >.<

    Good luck in the contest

    xoxo
    -♥-
    Tay

  • This was really good. It was very heartfelt but it also had a twist of humor.
    Just the way I like it.
    Make me nearly cry then make me laugh in your next sentence. Haha.
    So yeah, this was great. Thanks for entering my contest!

  • Insanitys Plea
    August 16
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    ..er

    *Grants you everything you love* ...My job here is done


  • Cheerful-Panda
    August 16

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    OMG AAEZ !

    GET OUT OF MA HEAD! were too similar !
    I love your list le sigh, makes me think of mine but i loves it especially the last bit about necrophilya !
    Anyhoo I loves it ! This just proves your awesome!
    Ole! MY lil Diva
    Panda!


  • Effrontery.
    August 16

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    I bow to your honesty.
    I think that's all I can say.
    Just.. wow. I don't think I could ever lay it out like that. Just.. simple. Again.. I bow to your honesty, simplicity and.. casual attitude. o.o I'm just a scaredy cat, I guess. (:
    -Sarah.


  • Tiger-Lily gold member
    August 16

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    Lmfao, Aaez this made me laugh. Sorry, this is supposed to be serious, but...

    I love the last bit!! Lmfao, you need ice for that swollen head, boy!

    -HT


  • Intrepid silver member
    August 16

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    This was wonderfull..
    you are a true spirited young man and your reasons for wanting to live are beautiful...
    I wish you a long and happy life and may all your dreams come true..

    <3 blairy

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