Forbidden Lover - Chapter Two - The Beginning

THE BEGINNING1

Marie was fifteen and a sophomore in high school. She met Dillon on the bus. He was the new guy and always wore blue jeans, boots, t-shirts and his blue jean jacket that was orange on the sides. He has strawberry blonde hair that was a little long, intense green eyes, a very nice body and a smile that would melt your heart. Marie thought he was absolutely gorgeous as he sat down across from her on the bus.2

He had that bad boy image that she found so attractive and thought there was no way he would ever fall for her. Marie was not unattractive to some, but she has always had low self esteem and didn't think she was very pretty. She was 5'2, about 110lbs with light brown hair, sometimes to her shoulders, sometimes she would cut if off shorter and green "bedroom" eyes as she had been told. She had always had a large chest and being a Sophomore was no exception wearing a size 36C cup.3

Marie was not aware of the fact that as she was thinking he would never be attracted to her, Dillion was sitting across from her thinking the very same thing, that she was way out of his league. But he figured he would give it a shot and introduced himself to her and they began talking. He was seventeen which at the time seemed alot older to Marie and coupled with his looks and bad boy image, this really excited her more.4

From that day on, Marie and Dillon were inseperable. Both of them came from abusive families and seeking the love and attention from each other that they didn't get at home. For Marie it was love at first sight. When he would wrap her up in his arms, she would just melt into him and when he looked into her eyes and said I love you, the whole world disappeared. Her friends became jealous of the relationship because she wasn't spending time with them anymore. Her every waking hour was consumed with Dillon and they hated him for that.5

Marie's mother had never liked any of her boyfriends but she finally got up the nerve to tell her about Dillon after quite a few months and of course she wanted to meet him. That weekend they had planned to have a cook out and Marie invited Dillon over. All seemed to go very smoothly, Dillon was very polite with everyone and her mother didn't seem to hate him. That was until a few days later when Marie's mother told her that she didn't like Dillon and she was not allowed to see him anymore. 6

When Marie asked why, of course it was because of appearances in her mother's eyes. Dillon lived in a trailer park and as her mother saw it, only trash lived in trailer parks. This caused a huge fight between Marie and her mother because Marie refused to quit seeing Dillon. The fight escalated out of control. Marie was slapped across the face, legs, any where her mother could hit, she did all the while telling Marie that she was a bitch and a whore. 7

Marie finally had enough of the abuse and slapped her mother aross the face telling her that she was the bitch which just infuriated her mother even more. Marie ran from her room with her mother close behind her, through the kitchen where her mother stopped to grab a steak knife and continued the chase back to Marie's room. Marie was terrified by this time not knowing what her mother was going to do with that knife but knew she was pretty much capable of anything. 8

Marie coward in the corner by the door and waited. Her mother with knife still in hand made one mad sweep at Marie's desk knocking everything to the floor with a crash. She then proceeded tearing everything off the walls and cutting stuffed animals open. By the time mother had finished it looked like a tornado had hit Marie's room. Mother demanded that Marie clean up the mess and walked out of the room slamming the door behind her. Marie, still shaken, took a few minutes to gather her senses, locked her bedroom door, climed out her bedroom window and ran off. 9

The next day at school, she told her friend Felicia what had happened and Felicia said Marie could stay at her house for awhile. Marie thanked God that her mother did not know where Felicia lived and after school she went home with her. Dillon stayed the night there with her and Marie knew in her heart what was going to happen. 10

It was the most beautiful night of her life. Holding, touching, exploring, just being in love. Marie was about to give Dillon the most precious gift of all...her virginity. Dillon was so gentle with Marie. So sweet. He took things slow making sure the whole time that this is what she wanted. After they made love, they took a shower together and he held her all night. It was the most magical night of her enitre life and still to this day, she can feel his touch. The next morning was just a beautiful as Dillon could do nothing but hold her and tell her how much he loved her. 11

That day, they decided they were going to run away together. One of Marie's other friend had stolen her mother's bank card and pin number and given it to them so they would have some money. When they went to pick up the card, Kelly told them that the police had been at the school all day questioning all of Marie's friends and that her mother had called Kelly to say that Marie's grandmother was very, very sick.12

Marie cared for her grandmother very much and called her mother to find out if it was true. After talking for a moment and telling her mother that she was not coming home but would stop by to see grandmother later they hung up. Marie and Dillon walked to the park to spend some more time together before she headed to her grandmothers.13

As soon as Marie was inside her grandmother's house, she realized it was a trap. Her grandmother was not sick at all, she was perfectly healthy. They had used it as a ploy to get her away from Dillon. The cops showed up, handcuffed Marie, put her in the back of the cop car and took her to the Youth Center. Marie never opened her mouth, but if looks could kill, her whole family would be dead and her mother would be burning in hell at this very moment. Marie spent the next few days in the Youth Center, celebrated her sixteenth birthday there.14

When her mother came to pick her up, the first question mother asked was "Did you sleep with him?" When Marie replied that she had indeed, her mother became enraged once again and drove her straight to the Doctor's office where she demanded Marie be put on birth control pills but the Doctor refused saying that it was Marie's choice and she didn't want them so he could not do anything. 15

Well, you can imagine what this did to mother. On the drive home mother told Marie that if she ever spoke to Dillon again she would have him arrested for rape. Marie loved Dillon and still continued to see him behind her mother's back until the day that Dillon decided to leave town. Marie was heartbroken and although he called her several times before her mother got home from work it was not the same. Marie wrote him a few letters that she never mailed to him and her mother found them. She was sent back to the Youth Center for a few days again with the threat of having Dillon arrested for rape. 16

Once Marie was released she decided that she could not take the chance of having Dillon sent to jail over her and so she didn't speak to him again when he came back home. It broke her heart every day, she felt like she was dying inside and she cried every night, but she kept her distance. She could see in his eyes that he was hurt and confused but she could't tell him why she was acting so cold. She wanted so badly to hold him one last time, kiss him one last time but she knew she could not and would not take that chance. She never spoke to him again and he would never know the truth.