a good song a the end

why cant they just be happy for me
that their little suicidal baby
is finally happy with herself
finally starting to see herself as beautiful
not caring what others think
but when some one your supposed to trust
does this kind of thing
i start to go back to that time
when everything was wrong1

everything still is wrong
probably more then it was before
but i try not to look at the bad
and just the good
and i started to feel better
i had been at the lowest point a person can get
but i got back all by myself2

song:3

if thats not strong
im not sure what it
but then again
its hard
when everyone doesnt care
they see what is happening
but they dont care
they just pretend that it doesnt happen
oh well
ill live
i hope
we'll see
one day at a time
like it supposed to be
what do you see
when you look at me
someone beautiful
someone hiding
no one smiling
anymore4

oh little suicidal baby
wont you cry your tears
try to drown your fears
but they are taller then the hightest point
and cant be drowned by oceans
so dry your eyes
give up your prize
and live another day5

oh suicidal baby
wont you come out and play
look at yourself
what you do you see
little suicidal baby
dry your tears
conquer your fears
you're still the best one
of all the worst ones
just
try
to
see
your
true potential 6

cry your eyes out
see the sun rise
like no one else can
through a disguise