Rant To A Bitch

How the hell could you do that to him?1

Knowing how much he loved and cared about you.2

You lied to him for SIX years, and probably even longer.3

Bull shit she was concieved by rape you lieing cheating whore.4

The fact that I was once happy to call you my mother only rips apart my soul.5

The fact that you would lie about how my own sister was created, to my father, of all people, who, knowing she was not his, treated her like a daughter.6

How could you lie to the man who for so long supported your way of life, working 2 jobs to keep enough money to keep the house and make sure there was food on the table while you sat on your ass at home and did laundry and dishes.7

Why would you want so badly to hurt the man who treated you like you were a true queen, the man who would never so much as raise his voice at you, even when you were wrong.8

How do you live with yourself knowing you are a liar and a trader, knowing you betrayed him, and me.9

How do you deal with yourself knowing that only months after his death, you moved on with the man who you had for so long cheated on him with?10

Do you feel no guilt in what you do? Do you think that it is okay? Do you feel no shame?11

How does it feel to be nothing more to your own son than a worthless, useless, whore? What is it like for your daughter to call your son her daddy, and tell people she has no mother, while she knows full well that you gave her life?12

Does it not make you sick to your stomach to know that you did not so much as shed a tear at his death? 13

Knowing that you got up to the microphone at his funeral, and made this statement..14

"I am glad he is dead, the asshole is where he belongs, Amen."15

How can you live with yourself knowing you just let the world know you are a cold hearted bitch?16

But most of all...what is it like to not have a heart? To not care about anyone except for yourself? To know that had you not screamed and bitched and yelled for one sandwhich from the deli, while we had bread, cheese, and meat at home, he would still be alive today? How does it feel to be the reason he is gone? The reason that an innocent man's life was ended because he loved you so much he was willing to drive out into the storm just to make you happy.17

You killed him. I hope you are happy.18