Always Changing.

I was never just one person, I always changed the way I looked, and I didn't know why. maybe it was because I wanted to fit in with so many people. But after so many changes of hair, clothes, diets, and other stuff, I got sick of it. And I realized that I was never myself. 1

Ever since Junior High I wanted to be popular, and I thought changing everything would help me, but in that process I left behind so many important things. 2

I lost many friends, and hardly gain any. I had to give up my hobbies, like drawing, and writing, to have more time to spend on my hair, or on-line trying to figure out what was in style. I also had to give up sports(which I loved and was good at) because I was told that girls didn't play sports, they might break a fingernail. And I even had to give up my favorite food dish, because I was told it had too many calories or carbs. 3

It was important to me at the time, because I could have a new start and be cool. But over time I figured out that I didn't like the way I looked or acted at all. Ive treated so many people badly and I've acted like such a snob. That's not what I want to live my whole life as. 4

So I decided to be my own girl and just go back to my old hobbies and sports. I don't care if I break a fingernail. It would be kind of hard anyway my nails are nothing. 5

So now I'm in High school, and I have alot of my old friends and some new friends back. I'm on the girls basketball team, and I'm aiming for a scholar ship for art. I believe that I have the power to do anything. And not have to do what other people say just to be happy. 6

I Am Me. And That's How I Like It!