a man with two faces parts 5 & 6

i knew that i needed to get away but how? i was so scared1

what i did not tell my readers before is that there was another man, a man that my heart truly belonged to and a man that a was forbidden to socialize with at all.2

this man we will call him 'Orlando', well Orlando and i had a history.3

i was with him for 7 moths before i met the man with two faces and then we split for 4 mo and well..4 months with Vin was hell!4

every single time i saw Orlando i wanted to hold him and tell him that i still loved him, other times i secretly broke down and cried.5

i loved Orlando and i heard that he still loved me too, but i was trapped by Vin and scared out of my mind!6

then, there was that glorious day that i was visiting my mom and Vin had gone somewhere for a while and Orlando called my mom{they talked sometimes}, well i asked my mom who was on the phone and i started talking to Orlando..oh how i missed his voice and ohh how i craved to hold him again!7

well, it was Orlando's daughter's 5th birthday, we will call her 'Rosita'8

and he asked me to come over to his mom's house so we could talk..i wanted to so badly and i did eventually.9

i was crying on the phone by the time Vin returned and i lied to him about who i was on the phone with, i had to, he would have killed me and i knew it.10

Vin kept saying 'what's wrong, what's wrong' and then i lied and told him that me and my mom had to go to the store.11

so, me and my mom left and she took me to see Orlando, at first all i could do was hug him and cry but we walked a little and we talked a wile and we ended up getting back together..i was so happy!12

well, when i got back, Vin was still there and when i told him it was over, he kept pleading with me and asking what he did wrong..i said you lie to me, and your idea of a relationship is fucking the living hell out of a girl till she bleeds..i ran in the house and my dad told me it was not worth it..i thought we were done but, boy was i ever wrong.13

the next day i was waiting for Orlando and our friend Enrique to pick me up and Vin showed up..he stared screaming at me asking me if i still loved Orlando and i told him that i did then he proceeded to call me a whore i said 'what do you expect to be with me when you treat me the way that you do, i was so mad and so was my mother, she told him to leave!14

well Orlando got there with Enrique and i left and we went to a park, who should we see there but Vin.. and he got in my face and i told him to fuck off and leave me alone and that he needed to get a life and he finally left when Enrique started to come after him.15

later on, my mom called orlando's cell phone and i told her that i wanted to spend the night at orlando's and she said ok but, when she got there she had all my stuff in her car and she said 'it is ok with me if you want to move in with him..so that night..i started moving my things in..16

i was free, well atleast for now and all the pain i had known seemed to dissapear.17