Am I insane as they say? What did I do to deserve this kind of angonizing pain? Did I speak out when I should have remaind silent? No, I think it was because you left me all alone with my sanity and horrible thoughts. I just couldn't run away from the truth, nor could I hide the lies. I suppose that I deserve this misery, this agony of life. I made a promise not to end it all on a bad note, I am finding this hard. Though I struggle day in and day out it seems I am only running backwards. Perhaps I am only running in place after all. Never going forwards, tethered to my post of opportunity and conviction. I can't go left, but if I go right then I will fall into an early grave. I told you that I wouldn't do that for your sake if not mine. I am trapped here, with no where to go but up. How can I go up with broken wings? There is no way that I am going down, down to where you are. No, I rather run here in place for the rest of my life.
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no reason for me to hide my feelings.
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This is really good. Sounds alittle poetic.
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yeah i just realized that lol. opps. thanks for the comment.
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