Today [3 Months]

Alright, today is my 3 Month anniversary with Aaron. I have no idea what he's going to try today. Apparently, my friend Erika has some ideas. Today on my instant messager, she told me about him wanting to...finger...me. The only problem is, I'm not that type of girl. At least, I don't think I am. The worst thing right now, though, is that he accually attemps to. I mean, I'm on that 'Time of the Month'. You girls out there (and some of you guys, as well) should know exactly what I'm talking about. 1

But this is where my problem with him comes in...apparently, he's been obsessing with being able to 'finger bang' yours truely. I know, I definitly need a perverted guy, otherwise I wouldn't be making out with anyone (I'm really shy when it comes to things like that, belive it or not...). But if I stay with Aaron...what will he try to do to me? I mean, he says that he's comfortable with all of my choices, but what if we get too far, and he doesn't stop when I ask him to? I mean, it's so confusing to me. Plus, he's somehow aquired this habit of pushing himself onto me when we kiss, so I'm pretty much pinned beneath him. I guess my biggest question is...should I even stay together with him? And if I do... if he tries anything again, how should I stop him?