Death

"Fuck. I hate these people. these maggots. these wretches. Why do they make me learn this useless shit? What am i to them?" I thought as i etched my notes into the paper.
My pencil broke in half splintering from the tip down the length causing all the lead to fall out. "FUCK!" i bellowed from the dark place inside my chest cage. The room went quiet in anticipation of what the teacher may do to revoke my action. The teacher did nothing. Nothing. She must be as broken as I am. I refused to get another pencil.
This accounting class is destroying my mind. I have four Math class's in a row. Oh god. Why do i have four math class's in a row? Fuck, why do i have four in a row? What the fuck was I thinking? STUPID, your so stupid, you miserable little fuck.
"Click" exclaimed my mind in a shrill joyous voice. I began to giggle uncontrollably.
I began to bash my head against the wooden table as hard as my skinny teen body could muster. Smile spread across this face, red. My face was red. Red. It was red from drip, drip. Blood dripped down my head. My stupid fucking head. "You like that don't you? you little bitch." i muttered to my self.
"What? restraint? why restraint? why." said the twisted ugly water sack that leaked from the head. They, They are taking me somewhere. Restrained? why? Happy little sirens wailed above me. I lay upon a happy little stretcher. Happy.  
"WHERE ARE YOU TAKING ME" quoth the rotting body. The thing that was told to be me to me by someone, was jacketed, thick white jacket. Its arms tucked to his sides. My arms tucked to his sides.
The brakes slammed. Happy brakes might I add. Slammed. My self was put into a doctors room me thinks. Me thinks its a doctors room.
White goons stood above me speaking. They spoke things such as "Nose broken, jaw fractured. Left eye punctured front teeth all broken". Silly bastards. i could not see through all the hospital things all about me. I was having so much fun. Smile remained on the flesh outer my skull. drip drip, from my left eye. my happy eye.
"I GOT AN ERECTION FROM ALL THIS YUMMY PAIN" i did shout with my pretty, gurgling voice. drip from my mouth. bandages swollen with red goo. My red goo.
vision fading. more if not less. but yes. yes its fading more. Wait no its not. Not at all. Damn this world of being. Biting down the re d goo sprayed from my tongue. now its fading.Goodbye. 1