Tell me what your doing is fair.That you can just push everyone away like this.I tried so fucking hard to make you see me.And you never did.YOU saw HER.And she..well shes just so much better right?SHE betreyed you.SHE lied to you.And guess who's left out of your happiness? I am.I guess that's how it will always end up for us.YOU would rather spend the rest of your life obsessing over a girl who isn't even close to deserving you,then realize what i've been trying to show YOU.I love you.And your so blind that you take EVERYTHING the wrong way.What should I do? huh? Forget about all those stupid talks we've had about our lives.Forget about all the fun we've had in the past? No,I can't do that.I am in purgatory.Waiting for my knight in shining armer to rescue me and bring me to heaven.But that won't ever happen.Because the one person I want most of all..has forgotten all about me.
So what am i suppose to do? please tell me,i'm running out of ideas.And it hurts that you could do this to me.I thought we were friends.But after what SHE did..you won't even try.You'd rather just be stuck in her lies,hoping,praying that she'll grow a heart and love you.I could have loved you.I could have given you EVERYTHING you EVER wanted.But you won't let anything into your life anymore.Not even me.When all my life has been focused on picking up the broken pieces of what she's left of you.YOU are BLIND.YOU are SELFISH.yet..I can honestley say that I still love you.That even though your forgetting about me,I will ALWAYS love YOU.
Open your eyes,you'll see more then you wanted to see,but you'll get so much in return you won't even care.I want so badley to make you happy,to be the one that makes you smile.To be the girl that you think about night and day.But i've figured something out.YOU will NEVER see me.So i'll just sit here,lonely,confused and depressed,waiting for you to finally see what i've been trying to tell you all this time.
That I am in love with YOU.
