To fake the decency1
And act out reality2
until it becomes reality.3
To wait in line for hours and hours and hours..4
for a simple glass of water5
And once you have that precious thing, once you've smothered it dry, relished in it, gave it all you had, only to find it never existed.6
That seems to be everyone's fate now and then.7
So sick of complaining, of everyone beating around the bush. I would love for someone to just scream it out at their maximum capacity, how much they hate the world, they hate themselves, they hate the neurotic views of America and the like. Its so old..8
Its just so.. old.9
There are those two extremes, those two opposites, and the plainly drawn neutral. The two opposites have a striking impact on the population, enough to motivate and change. At first, both sides form a friendly love for the neutral, but once they see there is no impact, a subtle hate is formed, since neutrals never take a solid stance. In the end, each extreme goes off on its own path, followed by many others. The neutral is labeled as something with no opinion and cast off. Sometimes its fine with that. Yet, sometimes the plain ordinary wish their meaning in life was something far more than ordinary. Left to themselves, they form their own opinions completely irrational and vulnerable. They break down for a while. And as the cycle continues.. well. I haven't gotten that far yet.10
Can a neutral ever become an extreme? Why should it change? When is changing a good thing? 11
And overthinking stupid things... never a good thing.12
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I'm so ridiculous. I'm sorry.
