Well, my job is taking off quite well, and the zoo I was working for sent a recommendation to Washington State Marine Science Studies and they are considering hiring me there! I am excited. I can sleep and eat now, but I still see her in my dreams though. Other things are better though now. I still have some friends and I have a job, and I'm moving out of my friends' apartment for an actual house! Things are beginning to look up, I guess.1
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Well, my internship is about to end and then I have to put in applications everywhere. This sucks, they said that they will extend my intership until I find a job though. I am so excited. Everything is going well I guess. I moved into my own small studio apartment (since the friend I roomed with got married) and I got a raise a few months ago...3
I still can't stop thinking about him though. Is this what love has turned me into? Something that can't even function or go through a regular day without thoughts of him. Just I can't stop. For a while I thought that life was looking up, but everything just turns to him.4
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