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NO, can be the enchantation for the most brutal type spells of all, rejection. Words have so much power that we humans, have no true understanding of their poetential. Words can shatter us into a million pieces and turn ourselves into our worst enemy. Words can cause damage that will last longer than any wound. 8
I have a girlfriend, but i have never met her. I know her like the moon knows night, but i have never talked to her. I know her beauty can be brighter than any light, but i have never seen her. I know all these things about her, because i know that somewhere she is waiting for me to come along and i know she too is waiting to stop dancing the cruel tango of lonliness, and start dancing to our own beat. 9
Let me tell you all now who read this, the search is tiresome and yet it has never begun. A shy smile here, and lucious glance here, but the looming question that hunts me everytime is "What if?". Why do i question myself you ask, because i have no reason not too. I hope deep within me that SHE, whoever she maybe, will come and sweep me off my feet and let me know that i'm enough for her, that no "trying" is needed, that she'll care for me as long as i care for her. 10
Is it so difficult to ask? 11
Could i be asking for too much?12
Am i just hopeless and i subconciously create a scenario that will feed some sythetic syrup of "hope"? If so....i'm screwed head over heels!!!!!!!13
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You tell me, those who know love, those who have felt the longing i have lived with....give me wisedom15
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