How much more of this horrid stress could I possibly take?! Everything seemed so very chaotic. I was lost in a world of stress and confusion. Sure, there were good parts to getting married to Kojiro, but there were also the bad parts. Of course, it didn't make me reconsider marrying him one bit, but it didn't make the constant stress that was gnawing on my poor mind go away either.1
I felt braindead from the lack of sleep-I hadn't slept for two days straight since I was so excited, yet worried. Kojiro was planning the whole wedding, which I was grateful for, since I wouldn't be able to do any planning if my life depended on it. I chose bridesmaids, a dress, and a flower girl; all the things like that. 2
Yeah, I know, it all sounds pathetic, right? Kojiro was way more stressed out than I. He had to be. He was, after all, doing all of the hard work, while I sat around all day. Right? Sure, that was true, but I still had the feeling of severe stress. Why? Well, just think about it. 3
Marrying an Overlord was something big. By just marrying Kojiro, I would have almost as much power over Muteki Kizoku as him, yet still I wouldn't have quite as much. That would mean I'd have more responsibilities, and I'd have to act more lady-like. 4
Deep inside I was quite the lady, ever since I recieved etiqutte lessons from my adoptive father. The family I grew up with was somewhat royal, and expected me to act as one of royal blood should. In fact, the blood of royalty did flow through my veins, and I was the sole heir to the kingdom of Oblivion, located in some far off world. How bizarre, ne? But that's another story. Something I'll save for another time.5
I decided to act more like a young lady should. I unlocked my more intellegent, gentle side; the one that was rarely seen. Usually I acted vulgar and not as intellegent as I truly was.6
((I'm stopping here for the time being, to go start on another part of the three stories... o_~))7
Author notes
Yeah, I know...I need to reorganize everything, including the Kokoro series. I'll get to it eventually, as soon as I finally have some time. ^^" -Aggravated sigh- Oh, so much stress... T_T
