Her Pain~Part 9

The doctors words pierced through her like a thousand knive. How was she going to tell Johnathan about this?What would happen? COuld he still love her?1

Deciding it was best to tell him soon, Rachell and Johnathan went for a walk. It was a beautiful day, everything was so perfect, except for her, there was too much balck in Rachell's heart at that moment.2

"Johnatahn I have to talk to you, which you already know, but I do not know how to tell you this." Rachell stumbled over her words.3

"Hunny you can tell me anything" Johnathan tried to reassure her.4

"I just found out some bad news. The doctor called this morning and my test results came back. He told me that I have polycystic ovarian syndrom. They think that it was there for a while and made worse by the rape. They said that my chances of having children were small, pretty much nill, and that I could devleop cancer at anytime. I am really sorry about all of this. If only I could have been smarter than maybe things would be different." Rachell started to cry she could not hold back the tears any longer. Having children ment so much to Jon, and she knew this would hurt him. It also ment so much to her.5