My life before Myspace (NOT FINISHED)

I had always thought I had a hard life. I had always thought how much better everyone would be if I were dead,but looking back on it now that I am dead, I wish things could have been different.1

It started out like any other Wednesday morning. I woke up at 8:00am, took a quick shower and got dressed for work. I work at my fathers office only a couple of miles away from my house. I am the only one in the office until 10:00am or later so I decided to check my mail on Myspace. I seen I had a new friend request and because I love to talk to new people I decided to add this guy whose screen name was "Andy".2

I seen he was online but I never wrote to the person first,that didn't matter though,as soon as I clicked "approve" I had a message in my inbox. See I had changed my age to over 18 but only because my friend from Florida I wanted to add. So needless to say I had several people add me after the age thing,most I didn't approve just for that fact. Also My ex's girlfriend and I weren't getting along so I changed my screen name to " Suck my strap-on biatch". I'm sure you asking what the hell does any of that have to do with the story. Well it has everything to do with it. I went to my iiinbox and began to read my message from this "Andy" guy:3

From:Andy4

"Hey I will suck your strap-on and then you can fuck me in my little tight ass. No I'm not gay I just think it would be really hot,so what do you think?"5

I was shocked, I didn't know this guys and sure some of the other people that added me were trying to get with me but not like this normally they would only say "whats up sexy?" Something about this guy was strange but I felt compelled to talk to him, like there was suppose to be a reason to talk to him. So I wrote him back.6

From:Suck My strap-on,Biatch!
"Hey whats up,that's cool I have never actually had a guy ask me to screw him up the ass with a strap-on but IDK, do I even know you?"7

He typed back as quickly as I did and the rest of our conversation for the next couple of days until Friday went like this.8

From:Andy
"Well I have had girls finger me up the ass and I think you are really HOTT! You live in West Chester right? I think you should hang out with me this weekend and I can rent a room at a motel for the night,and we can fuck each other in the ass or you can bring a friend and you can fuck me while she sucks my dick. No you don't know me but you will soon."9

From: Suck My Strap-on,Biatch!
"Ya I live in West Chester but I'm busy this weekend sorry and IDK I'm not really into all of that stuff. Ummm, maybe some other time we could meet up but I have to get back to work and I won't be home on the weekend."10

From: Andy
"Your not ever gonna show are you,your just a liar like all of them other bitches. 11

From: Suck My Strap-on,Biatch!
Wow why are you getting so angry? You know what I don't care,I'm not really 20 anyways I am only 17 and you really shouldn't be getting mad about things like that.I really am going to be gone this weekend and if your going to be like that then I am deleting you,your kind of creepy."12

From: Andy
"You know what,your going to be sorry you just talked to me like that! I bet you get fucked up the ass all the time anyways,you filthy whore! If I seen you I would shit on your face you sick cheap slut!13

I didn't write back after that,and I had this weird feeling because I knew I had no plans for the weekend and he said I was going to be sorry. The worse thing is that I was going to have to walk home tonight and that I wasn't ready for.14

At 7:30 I told my boss I would be leaving and hoped he had a great weekend.I began to walk home and was trying to walk rather quickly because I lived about 4 miles away. I never really liked walking home because there were just so many trees and not many people that drive on the roads. I got about half way there and started to get queasy because I had the feeling someone was following me but every time I looked back I wouldn't see a soul. "Man what is wrong with me,I have walked down this road so many times and yet I always get that sick feeling" I told myself. I only had about a block left and I was grateful for that,the feeling was still there but I kept blowing it off since I couldn't see anyone. I rushed to the front door and went inside. By the time I got home it was already almost 9 so I knew my parents had sent my brothers off to bed. I went into the kitchen and warmed up a plates of dinner in the microwave,took a quick shower and went to bed at about 10:30pm. I was so exhausted. 15

The next morning I awoke with a really bad sick feeling. This was going to be a long weekend. I got up at almost noon and knew I had already missed out on the trip to the Flea Market. Oh well I never liked walking around in them places anyways. So I got up and fixed me some lunch since it was way past breakfast. I made some noodles because I didn't want to sit there all day cooking. I finished my lunch and threw on some jogging pants and shirt. I loved to go jogging, I just felt so free with no care in the world. I jogged around almost my whole neighborhood and felt amazing. I got a call on my cell from one of my friends saying I could stay the night this weekend as long as I had a way to get there. I had a couple of dollars left so decided I would take a taxi. I still had to go back home and take a quick shower and leave the folks a note. I arrived at the front of the house and was about to get my keys out but when I turned the knob it opened."hmm...strange, I thought I locked this.....maybe not I know I was in a hurry." I walked in the door and went to my room to get a change of clothes. I had everything ready so I went into the bathroom and was undressing when the door slammed open and a figure rushed in but I didn't get a very good look because I felt this sharp pain in my head or neck I couldn't tell and then there was complete darkness.