Well, my happily ever after is ruined and its all your fault.1
There isnt any way i'll forgive you for ripping out my heart 2
and tearing it apart.3
Never, ever would i think of letting you off easy.4
'Cause you used me5
abused me6
threw me away7
So make my day8
stumble and crawl9
Cry like you mean it10
Bleed like you feel it11
Then i might think about taking you back12
I want you to plead13
for you to cry14
to bleed15
like my wrists bled all night long16
that night my fairytale went wrong.17
I want it my way18
and i'm going to win.19
The world will collapse20
before i give in.21
So get down on your knee's22
Look up into my cruel unforgiving eyes.23
Scream that your sorry24
take back your good-byes.25
Hey, maybe if your sincere26
i wont have to sneer27
and turn around to simply say28
"No fucking way"29
I really thought you could of loved me!30
Well, i guess i thought i loved you too31
But i've figured out32
that i no longer feel like that33
Okay, well maybe thats not true...34
maybe i do...35
still love you...36
...37
But we're still through!!38
I'd love to wrap my arms around your neck39
lay my head down on your burdened chest40
and... "Oh my god, what the heck!?"41
I cant keep thinking like this because YOURE NOT THE BEST!42
Nobody can be trusted43
not after what you did.44
And yeah, if i could wrap my arms around your neck i would45
...46
so i could choke you47
Break you48
tear you in half49
Watch tears stream down you face50
as i laugh51
Thrill you 52
Kill you53
Spill your blood54
Well, maybe not55
But i'd still like to hurt you a lot56
because no matter what i did, baby57
it would be nothing compared to what you did to me58
What did i do?59
To make you turn away?60
Did i smother you?61
What did i say?62
Why am i not good enough?63
If you'll tell me, i can make it right.64
If you'll bring what i did wrong into the light65
I'm sorry its my...my...66
My fault?! 67
Of course its not!!68
To make me think that i drove you away?69
Well 'fuck that' is the only thing i can say.70
I didnt do a thing to deserve what you did to me.71
Perhaps pain is just encoded in my destiny...72
So yeah, i'm gonna 73
break you74
make you cry, make you hurt75
Your heart will snap before i'm through76
into a whole lot more pieces than two.77
Okay, so lets run though all the basics, all the stuff that i said78
about wanting to hurt you, about wanting you dead.79
Its really not true,80
I wouldnt ever want to see you hurt.81
Though at the moment i feel like shoving your perfect face into the dirt82
And please, dont take this poem personally, not that you would...83
i just wrote it to make my twisted, sick, cowardly self feel good.
Author notes
soooo, again not one of my best poems....
comments appreciated
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Not one of your best???? Are you kidding me? This was great!!! Very very interesting. Beautiful poem!



