Beginnings are only the means to the end

i'm never going to forgive what you tried to do1

how you treated me after all i've been through.2

You pretended that you cared3

Everything you said was mixed with lies4

my fragility your excuse; my cracked heart your alabi5

Maybe it is best we don't even talk,6

The words you said were a complete shock7

There is revenge i need to give8

you need to see how hard it is for me to live9

You were the reason for me to wake up in the morning10

now i just lay here in bed, listening to the rain pouring.11

I gave you my trust12

but all you had room for in your heart was lust.13

If you had the guts to fly away14

then why can't you have the guts to feel the pain15

I wish you could see the tears i cried16

feel the pain you caused as you lied.17

I thought I could touch your very flesh18

without everything flushing away from my thoughts19

You seemed like my one, my only20

the person who could stop me from being lonley21

but who knows what is fake and what is true?22

Everything's a second guess when it comes to you...23

Every last breath is takin as a guess anyways,24

so why do I even bother? Why do I even try?25

when my eyes are blind as i cry26

and everything that you utter is a lie27

No, i know you dont mean it...28

you just like how the words taste29

saying i love you in haste30

I now know every glance was meaningless, every kiss a waste31

so what is the point in beginning32

when no matter what, everything comes to an end?33