Why did this happen?

As I woke up to see my lover next to me moaning in his sleep I smiled to him. I turned to see my clock it said 6:00am I sigh as I got out of bed as I got really for work I felt arms around me I turned around to be only stop by a pair of lips.1

"Good morning” He said I turned around to see Chase with a towel on I looked at him to see what his was playing at.2

"Dylan come for a shower with me” he said as he whispered in my ear I Shivered as his breath came on my skin.
He walks to the room but not taking his eyes off me, Temptation kick in my mind I got up to follow him in the room. As I enter the room I saw Chase sitting on the bed.3

"I though you wanted to go in the shower?” I said to him.4

"Well I change my mind” he said as he grabbed my tie pulling me closer to him. He playfully licks my earlobe.5

I looked at him if I wanted more I pushed him down to the bed he moaned as I slowly put my hands down to his stomach.6

"Remember I only wearing a towel” he whispers in my ear.7

"Oh yeah" I said as I moved slowly down to his manhood Chase moaning. The door knocked. I stop to look up, 8

"Dylan it's your mother” said the voice from outside the door. I sighed as I got of Chase he looked at me with his puppy eyes.9

"Stop it, I am all really felt bad about stopping” I said as walked out of the room.10

As I open the door to find my mother wearing rags or something she got out of her room. I think she needs a makeover with her fashion. 11

"Hi ya' mum, what brings you here on this fine morning” said as she walked in the room to find Chase standing there naked.12

I quickly covet my mum’s eyes and pointed to Chase to the bed room he nodded and quickly run in our room. Mum tyred to put my hands away form her eyes.13

"Oh mum I go you a um...a gift” I said a I dragged my mother in a another room, 14

I took my hands off her eyes and quickly told her to stay here then I ran in the room when Chase was still naked, I walk up to him and got his pants and quick lock him in the bathroom.15

"Hey Dylan what are you doing?” said Chase trying to get the door open.16

"Oi Chase my mother don't know who you are and she does not know I am gay now put your clothes on or I force you to put it on” I said I heard a sign of Chase.17

"Fine but you got to tell your mother about me one day” I open the door to see Chase walk pass me in the room when my mother was there.18

"Mother this is Chase my study buddy” I said as Chase he token her hand.19

“Hello Dylan’s mother it nice to meet you” he said as he kissed her hand.20

“Oh why thank you young man” she said I look at Chase he looks so happy to met my mum by what would mum think about me going out with a man.21

“Oh Chase, is my son being good to you?” asked mum, then Chase looked at me and smiled.22

“Yeah he looks after me a lot and sometimes he punishes me” I looked at his if I was going to choke him.23

“Ummm…. Chase” I said “Yes” he replied with a smile as well “I think you have to go I think I heard your taxi pull up” I said pushing him in the door.24

“Goodbye” I said “Goodbye buddy” he quickie slip a kiss when he said that my face was red as I slammed the door in his face. 25

2#
As hours went bye I said bye to mother and closed the door of the taxi and waved goodbye to her I turned around and walk into a person.26

“Sorry about that”27

I looked up to see a tall man about my height him looked at me “It ok , I get that all the time” he laugh he had blonde hair with red eyes ,slim body taller then me his smile was warm and happy, I laugh as well with him.28

“I was looking for a man called Chase Michaels, do you know him?” he said to me I nod my head.29

“Yes I do he left about 5 hours ago” I said looking at the clock.
“By the way how do you know him?” I said.30

“I am sorry but have to go” he said running on the road and called a taxi.31

“Damn it” I said I went in the house who was that man I asked myself, I grabbed the phone.32

It ring and ring…..33

“Hello” it answered.34

“Hey it me” I said in the phone.35

“Can we met somewhere I need to talk to you Chase” I said to him.36

“Dylan it not the right time now” he said. 37

I heard a moan in the background and I felt my pace quicken. “Chase…who was that?” 38

Chase whispered to someone before muttering, “No one, Dylan – I gotta go, talk to you later.” 39

The phone clicked and I stared at it before chucking it at the sidewalk. Like fuck there wasn’t someone there. Frustrated, I ran a hand through my hair before shrugging. It was most likely just a business meeting….right? 40

Instead of worrying and waiting, I decided I’d go and see myself. Stepping into the taxi, I impatiently gave the driver Chase’s address, worried on what I’d find. The drive was long and the only thing I could think about was the moan I’d heard in the background of Chase’s call. Even if it meant something bad, I couldn’t help but get shivers of pleasure at just the sound of the voice. 41

The ride seemed to take only five minutes, the driver roughly demanding his money as I got out. Tossing it to him, I turned and stared at Chase’s apartment, gulping. 42

Taking a deep breath, I entered the doors, heading straight for the stairs. When I reached his floor, I took out my key, fiddling with it until I reached his door. I ran a hand through my hair, slowly slipping it into the lock before beginning to twist the handle. 43

The hell with it, I thought, throwing the door open. My heart sank as I heard wanton sounds coming from his bedroom. Moans and shouts of the name James were slipping from there, in Chase’s voice. 44

I couldn’t believe it and had to see to be sure. Striding in, I opened the door and could feel my heart breaking. Chase and the stranger’s bodies were entwined, each kissing the other. 45

My voice broke the moment. “What the hell are you doing?” 46

Chase looked up shocked while his partner just smirked. I felt hot tears building in my eyes, but held them back, keeping the sadness at bay with my fury. “How long?” I demanded. 47

He didn’t answer, simply stared. I repeated it, waiting for the answer. When Chase was still silent, I yelled, “How fucking long have you been cheating on me, Chase?!” 48

A whimper escaped his lips and the other guy finally spoke up. “Four months,” he smirked. 49

I wanted to break; shatter into a million pieces and never be put back together. But I held on to the anger, the only thing keeping me from breaking point. “Get dressed – we’re going on a walk to talk.” 50

Picking Chase’s clothes up, I threw them at him, not letting the anger dissipate. His eyes were wide, but he nodded and got his clothes on, leaving his lover stretched out on the bed. The guy began to whine, but Chase cut him off with a sharp look, finally turning to me. “Let’s go,” he whispered. 51

We both hurried down the stairs to the main floor, silence filling the air between us. When I stepped out of the double doors, cold air hit me in the face and I took a deep breath. Chase automatically reached for my hand and I shied away, forgetting about the tears threatening to fall. 52

Hurt crossed his face, but he shrugged, beginning to walk. I fell into pace beside him, asking quietly, “Why, Chase?” 53

He cleared his throat, tugging at his jacket. “I…I don’t know.” 54

“Liar,” I growled. 55

Chase turned and faced me, anger and hurt in his eyes. “Dylan; just leave it at that! I don’t want to hurt you any more than I damn have to….please just drop it.” 56

“Just drop it?” I asked incredulously. “Just drop you cheating on me?!” 57

“God damn it, Dylan! You really want to know? Fine; I was tired of you…you were starting to become boring.” He stopped in front of the park, eyes avoiding me. 58

My heart had already broken; his words only seemed to tug at the pieces a little bit more. “Well…you would have saved me some pain by just telling me,” I joked, always one to fall back on jokes when things went bad. 59

He bit his lip, tears running down his cheeks. “I’m sorry Dylan…I really am.” 60

“I know you are,” I made sure to keep my own tears in check and wrapped my arms around him in a goodbye. 61

Chase’s arms tightened around me and I felt wayward tears drip on my neck. The next moment I heard screeching tires, loud music, and gun shots. Chase moaned and I looked at him, confused. 62

Blood was seeping from his mouth and his eyes seemed dimmer. “I really did love you,” were his last words and he sagged in my arms.
I stared at him in shock, the reality not hitting. Only when the screams started and Chase’s body slipped out of my grip did it sink in. I moaned, dropping to my knees beside him. All betrayals had been forgotten and all I could think was of my dead lover. I kissed his bloody lips, the tears falling in thousands. “Chase….” 63

I expected him to say something, anything…but when he didn’t I backed away, the horror of it too much. People swarmed around us, frantic voices yelling things that were nonsense to me. Someone grabbed my arm, their face oddly familiar. I couldn’t take it any more…my broken heart was being shattered again. Darkness began to invade my vision and I welcomed it, gratefully dropping into unconsciousness. 64

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When I woke, green eyes were staring into mine, red locks of hair framing the pale face looking down on mine. I could feel his arms wrapped tightly around me and my first thought was; why are his arms around me? Where’s Chase? 66

But I remembered and his arms tightened around me as a soft moan came from my lips. When the person spoke, I remembered the honey sick voice…but I had last heard it gloating in Chase’s apartment. 67

I moved away from him, muttering, “Go fuck someone else’s boyfriend and leave me alone.” 68

Tears gathered in his eyes and he was suddenly yelling at me. “Do you not think I cared about him? He wasn’t just some god damn person to have sex with; Dylan….he was a best friend.” 69

“People don’t usually fuck their best friend!” I shouted back as he got off the bed. I had been known for always having a dirty mouth…but the anger was just making it worse. 70

“I wasn’t fucking him, Dylan!!” 71

“Oh, then what do you call it; wrestling naked?” I wanted to rip him to shreds…if this hadn’t happened Chase would still be alive. 72

He sighed, breathing deeply to calm himself down. Staring at the floor, he raked a hand through his hair, murmuring, “It was all a ploy. Chase didn’t want to see you anymore and he asked me to help him come up with something so that it would make sure you wouldn’t want him if he were to ever want you back. I knew it was wrong…but I helped him anyways. I’m sorry Dylan…”73

“You’re not a damn bit sorry, James – don’t act like it!” My eyes were blurring and it was only then that I noticed I was in a hospital. “This is just…just fucking great. Why the hell am I here?” 74

“You fainted and they wanted to make sure you were ok – they told me to call them down when you woke up, so they can discharge you.” His voice was soft and he came closer. 75

“Stay over there – I don’t want you anywhere fucking near me.” My own voice was cold and vicious, tearing at the wound I could see in his eyes. 76

Something in him snapped and I saw a look of fury and….lust in his eyes. He moved quickly, suddenly he was sitting on top of me and pressing his lips to mine roughly. 77

My lips molded to his and I couldn’t help the small moan that escaped me. James pulled back, his eyes glinting. “You still don’t want me ‘anywhere fucking near you’?” he asked, his voice low and dangerous with a silky coating. 78

I answered by pulling him back to me, letting my body think instead of my mind. 79

A loud cough surprised us and we broke apart, a rosy blanket spreading on both our cheeks. James got off me, walking to stand by the wall and the doctor just laughed a little, walking towards my bed. 80

“Well Dylan, you’re free to go. Nothing’s wrong with you and other than your loss, you’re all good.” The doctor was sympathetic and he left after a few more words, the discharge papers signed in his hand. 81

James cleared his throat, jarring me out of my thoughts. “I should drive you home….unless you want to stay at my place; we’ll have to meet again tomorrow to well…clear out Chase’s things.” His voice slightly broke and I immediately softened, anger forgotten. 82

Nodding, I slipped on my shoes and gave him a little hug, before walking out the door. He was partly stunned and it was a minute before I heard him catching up to me. “I’ll just stay at your place,” I whispered. 83

It was his turn to nod and the silence turned uncomfortable. He led me out of the hospital and to his car, an old red Mustang. I whistled, murmuring, “Nice,” under my breath. 84

James laughed and agreed, opening the passenger door for me before heading to his own. I slipped in, letting the smell of the car seep into me, enjoying the classic. 85

He shook his head when he saw me, laughter in his eyes. I shrugged, not really caring. Without any words, he started the car and backed out, heading down the main road. 86

I zoned out, thinking of what had happened. My thoughts fell to Chase and I could feel the tears slowly racing down my cheeks. I didn’t bother with them; I didn’t really care about them. My friend, and sometimes lover, was gone from this world – completely gone. 87

A cold hand touched my cheek and I nearly jumped as soft fingers wiped the tears away. I unconsciously leaned into the hand, looking at James. “I’m gonna miss him,” I whispered, “Even if he acted like an ass.” 88

James laughed, tears making it sound funny. “So will I Dylan…” He was hesitant, pulling into his driveway. 89

As the car stopped, I moved my hand to open the door, but Jason stopped me, putting his hand on my shoulder. “Dylan.” 90

“Yer?” I asked, keeping my eyes locked with his. 91

“I know this is horrible; but ever since I saw that look of devastation on your face and caught you in my arms…well I think I’ve fallen for you and your hellish temper.” 92

I was shocked and my mind screamed at me that this wasn’t right; my ex had just died a couple of hours ago…what the hell was I doing? But I didn’t listen to my mind as I leaned in close, keeping our lips barely an inch apart. “Well it’s a good thing I’m horrible then.” 93

James laughed before covering his mouth with mine and I smiled into his lips; things would go better. 94


The End...95